Ex-Vegan (3 Days): How I Almost Fell Into the Trap of Veganism

Watch on YouTube · 2019-07-27 · 20 min

0:00 Alright, what's up everybody? This is not a joke video. He was really vegan for three days, but there's a story behind it. You can introduce yourself if you want to, but I think that most people know you already. Yeah. Dio from the protests from London with Prem. How did you get into

[video] 0:19 vegetarianism veganism what happened tell your story so it started about I'd say about three years ago approximately and what I was doing is I was a very desperate because I was searching for I started to sort of care about health because my health was fucking horrible and I was basically extremely mentally ill extremely depressed and just overall I was eating shit every day grain-based like pizza slices and just like fast food all day pretty much

[video] 1:01 and I was cooking stuff at home like as well I was cooking maybe kebabs in the oven and also some vegetables I was buying shit from supermarkets and the yeah I mean I felt like something was wrong because I felt like shit you know just the whole day I felt I felt horrible and I was I was looking for an answer because I thought if if I eat healthier of course I'm gonna feel better and of course I was already pretty much retarded and I was extremely vulnerable to whatever conditioning that was kind of I grew up with because I grew up in a city of course completely disconnected from reality my whole life so what I wanted Of course, naturally, I had the brainwashing that fruits and vegetables are healthy. So what I started to do is I... Yeah, I was watching... I was super retarded.

[video] 1:59 Like, it's almost embarrassing to admit the way I was thinking. But of course, that's the whole story. But first, obviously, I started to just randomly watch videos online. I knew nothing about nutrition whatsoever. um i watched videos like uh oh look at this healthy broccoli blah blah blah antioxidants like random videos on youtube like oh eat more i don't know fucking strawberries for for this or uh like um spinach is great for calcium this does this like those some of those videos were just like robot voices you know yeah just like uh retarded bullshit and I eventually found Nutrition Facts, which is Michael Greger a fucking hell. Fucking re... Fuck me. I was retarded. Basically, I was super fucking miserable and I was just like... Oh yeah, yeah, vegetables and fruits is healthy. So naturally, it's like I was watching Nutrition Facts videos.

[video] 2:58 Of course, I didn't actually look at any of the studies. I didn't look at, I didn't verify anything. I just looked at the videos and it's like it says Nutrition Facts. yeah this guy sounds like he knows a lot because you wrote a book about how to live long some bullshit yeah I fucking hate that motherfucker yeah anyway basically this this guy was making videos you know you know what it is it's like he just puts out a fucking video I was I watched like a lot of them and I kept hearing like plant-based diet plant-based diet and then like I was like yeah so I gotta base my diet around plants and I started to actually try to do that which

[video] 3:37 fucking failed horribly because it was fucking terrible like I was doing it's pretty again embarrassing to admit I was doing some pretty stupid things like I was borderline mentally retarded and also probably actually retarded at that point because just like actual brain damage like I was eating tried to eat raw broccoli I was eating like cooked broccoli as well I was eating raw onions I was, yeah. Why the onions? Well, because I'm retarded. That's why. Because I don't remember. I think it's something like, oh, it's healthy to eat raw onions or something. Some bullshit. So I was eating raw onions. Of course, I ignored all of my senses, all of my instincts. I was fucking completely dead. I was like a zombie, you know.

[video] 4:30 totally in my head completely ignored didn't listen to my body I was just had to force it down like a raw onion you know bullshit like this I was eating also raw garlic every day like two or three cloves of raw garlic yeah that was very bad yeah it yeah also the one of the worst things that I've ever done in my whole life is I started to drink green tea because it's super healthy you know green tea fuck off motherfucker like green tea I this is so retarded I I put like I bought the green tea loose leaves and not in the tea packets but in the like just the leaves the actual leaves a whole box and I put like

[video] 5:20 I fucking poured like this is a cup I poured like half the cup or a quarter of cup like so much so much it's like the amount of green tea I drank in a day is the amount that people would drink in like two months and I carried this on for I don't I'm scared to remember how long I did this I don't even want to think a couple months at that point when I started to drink a lot of that green tea which is incredibly bitter and it made me feel fucking bad like super anxious at that point I was already extremely retarded to the point where I couldn't even string a sentence together. I was super paranoid. Now I was, uh, maybe more away, not awake, but maybe I was more of a, I guess kind of a truther than all my other friends, I guess. So at that point I was into conspiracies. You know, this is a really great combination when you're into conspiracies and you, you eat gray, you're a,

[video] 6:17 you're a grain eater you eat grains mostly and your brain doesn't work so I was into conspiracies and at that time I was also smoking weed from time to time also I tried LSD it was probably I don't know if it was bad or good, but definitely wasn't good for, you know, made things much worse. I tried LSD at that time and I basically turned into a complete mental case. Yeah, I was severely mentally ill, sometimes borderline suicidally depressed, because the combination of LSD and watching conspiracy videos on YouTube, and of course if you eat a shit diet, if you eat like garbage, you're gonna feel horrible, and then when you find out about something, it's like you're so mentally ill, you're just gonna grab onto it to any random conspiracy, you don't know if it's true.

[video] 7:16 yeah so and i and i thought like oh like i was one of these guys like oh um you know hitler was a good guy or something and he's he's gonna save the world and like jews control everything everything you know like if i if i knew a jew i probably think now is this guy connected to the jew world order or something some like that i was super like uh into that you know i thought the jews control absolutely everything and like i don't know super brainwashed into like that kind of ideology i guess the national socialism it was horrible it was terrible completely like um it's like it's a trap in the system we live in there are many different traps um brainwashing there's like a mind control very strong mind control if you're susceptible to it you're going to fall into a specific category and you're basically stuck But yeah, I was super retarded, very embarrassing story. But then later, what happened is things got worse.

[video] 8:17 It just kept getting worse and worse.

[video] 8:22 The only thing that kind of made me feel better was drugs and also some, like, tinctures. Like, because I was so desperate, I was doing all sorts of shit, like I was trying, like... St. John's wort tinctures to relax, CBD oil, you know, to feel better, like I was I was kind of like already back then even though I was retarded and I was doing the wrong stuff I was kind of experimenting like what what could be nice, what could be cool so from then it was like oh green tea combined with CBD oil and something else would be like a an elixir of life or whatever but now I actually think an elixir of life is probably blood and high meat and rotten meat so just so you have an idea anyway fast forward uh i became a vegetarian kind of for a couple months um so i was only eating like a little bit of cheese uh and dairy products here and there and mostly tried to do like uh yeah plant foods

[video] 9:23 It was fucking terrible. I just basically shut down in a way like from life. I was just inside all day and just wanted to do LSD basically. I'm glad I didn't do much of it. I did like small doses. Whoever lied to you about psychedelics being safe has deceived you. Psychedelics are not safe. They damage your brain. After I stopped doing all, I only did LSD and wheat. After I stopped doing LSD, every time I ate a lot of raw fat on the primal diet, I started to get LSD effects because I'm detoxifying that LSD. It stores in your fat cells. Yeah, psychedelic drugs are really bad for you. Anyway, so basically, fast forward, I became vegetarian, kind of. I also was vegan for a couple of days. Yeah, talk about that. So I was, yeah, I was vegan for three days.

[video] 10:22 This is at the point where I was, like, vegetarian. So maybe once a week or once in... Yeah, once a week. No, once in two weeks... going and having a little bit of like raw salmon or something but the rest of the time try basically vegan vegetarian right uh only the only thing that was like it was just cheese but everything else was vegan started getting super like tired bloated tried being vegan for three days on the towards the end of the third day i was crying in the shower

[video] 11:01 this is not a joke I was like in the shower like this is the wall here I was like banging my head against the wall like this is all over it's like we're doomed or something like you can't do anything or whatever I don't know just like yeah super despair it was so fucking horrible you can't even imagine anyway fast forward to fast forward later

[video] 11:29 I got super sick. I was sick for like two months. That's not normal by the way. You're sick for two months like straight. Like not leaving the bed, not leaving the, you know what I mean? Like in my room. That's not normal. I was just, you know, sick, laying in my bed thinking, ah, so miserable, just masturbating all day, thinking, oh, when I get better, I should probably try some LSD, that'll, that'll, like, give me some, that'll help me out, you know? That'll, like, give me some, show me some new perspective or something. Such fucking garbage. Anyway, uh, later, what I started doing is, I started to drink my own piss. Yeah.

[video] 12:16 Yeah, I know anyway is like this urine therapy thing whatever it is It's pretty it's pretty bad like it's yeah, I mean it doesn't your piss has toxins in it when it comes out But it did actually help me and the reason it helped me was because it kind of started to wake me up and I'll tell you how I started drinking my own urine and I felt fucking amazing and And I was like, what the fuck is this? You know, I was so mentally ill, I didn't make the connection. But of course, urine is filtered blood, right? So it's an animal product, obviously. Yeah, whatever. I drank it and I actually, I don't know if I should say this. Do it. Holy shit. I actually fermented some of my piss.

13:03 Sean Walsh also did it.

[video] 13:04 Oh yeah, Sean Walsh, nice one. Keep doing it. I think you should try some blood though, because it's kind of like urine, but it's better. Anyway, fuck, so embarrassing. Did you also pour it into your eyes? No, no, fuck off. Yeah, I tried fermented piss. I drank it and I felt so high, as if I smoked some really good weed. But I felt so good without the negative effects and I got really high because of course I at that time I found out the gut brain connection how your gut is like You know is responsible for creating serotonin dopamine all the neurotransmitters the good the good make you feel good so of course at that point I found a vegetarian on YouTube who was talking about raw milk and And of course I made the connection. I was like, urine is filtered blood. The elites, they drink blood. What do the people do who are at the top in the system?

[video] 14:04 Well, they like to drink blood. Okay, so I should drink blood because raw milk, milk is blood. When a cow produces milk, it's basically filtered blood. So at that point, I was still a bit, I don't know. And then I think I watched Sverre's epitome of...

[video] 14:23 epitome of malnourishment I watched one of his videos and the part with Sun fruit Dan the part where Sun fruit Dan was taking 30 supplements he said he was showing his supplements the vegan guy he takes 30 supplements every day oh I wonder oh wait am I gonna get access to 30 different synthetic lab produced chemical based supplements in nature back then when there was no civilization and it was just we were living in uh nature basically in tribes no i wouldn't oh so interesting what would i be eating would i be chewing on leaves no anyway the point is is that when i when i saw that he takes 30 supplements i was like of course this is not natural of course this is not like uh this is not what humans are supposed to be doing naturally right so i was like

[video] 15:23 And then I watched your video, Veganism, the New World Order Diet. I watched that and I watched Natasha Campbell, that thing, three-hour thing she did where she talked about Whatever, it was in your video, the new Eldorado diet. I watched all of that and I woke up in like... I already was awake when I was watching it. I was just like kind of... The brainwashing, the fear, it's like, oh, I'm gonna drink blood now. You know, but then I was like, I really craved blood afterwards. So I woke up in about a day. You know, you basically changed my whole life, pretty much. Like, I'm very grateful actually to you. Yeah.

[video] 16:07 I was super excited because I woke up on that day and I was shocked, I was like I couldn't even believe I was having a real awakening. Of course it's retarded because these are simple things that everybody should know, but I was having a real awakening, you know? And I was watching all of his old videos, the videos where you're in the forest, you're talking about like, you know, good and bad and everything, you know? All his old videos are really good videos. So yeah, at the end of that, obviously I was super excited. I was like, fuck, I found raw milk in a farmer's market, started drinking raw milk. You know, later I started to eat raw meat. The first time I tried raw meat was I tried raw liver, and I tried a small piece like, like literally like that, like a tiny, like a small piece. I ate that, and then within 10 minutes I started getting like waves of euphoria. I started feeling like an orgasm throughout my whole body. And then for two hours after that, I felt super high, like super happy, like...

[video] 17:07 It was amazing, you fucking retards. Stop taking drugs, okay? The natural drugs, this is what it is, it's raw meat. Here. And especially fermented meat, like high meat. Check that out. Check Agenus Wonderplant. That's the natural drugs. Those are the natural drugs.

17:27 Do you remember anything else from the three days when you were vegan? From that period, actually.

[video] 17:34 Yeah, just super, just riddled with anxiety, despair, just terrible feeling, horrible fucking feeling. The only, like, I would just have to lay down and I would have to just, like, completely disconnect from reality and look at maybe a nice painting or something and just focus on it and, like, tell myself that, like, oh, everything's okay. It's okay that I'm totally... retarded and fucked up and this mentally disabled and like I'm totally weak and mentally destroyed just like ignore everything and pretend everything's good like you know like it's that coping bullshit which is why I guess veganism are vegans and vegetarians and a lot of people right now who eat the standard shitty diet they're very susceptible to new age

[video] 18:27 beliefs where, oh, everything's nice, let's just, you know, everything is totally nice, there's no violence, there's no such thing as, like, let's just ignore everything that we're uncomfortable with because we're so weak mentally and physically that we can't handle reality, so let's just pretend like, oh, everything's just one big, like, it constantly, like, a constant, some sort of, I don't know, Let's just pretend like everything's colorful and rainbows everywhere. I get it. Yeah, and ignore reality, basically. How do you see the future of veganism? It's fucking terrible. I'm very scared, to be honest, for the future of everything. It's so fucked up. We live in an open-air prison, basically. So whoever created the system we live in, it's not about money, it's not about, oh, I want to make profits. You understand that there's a depopulation agenda. You understand that there's...

[video] 19:25 You know, you need to be wise. You need to realize that veganism is pushed and the only reason why industrial animal farming exists is because you trick people into thinking that the meat is bad because they cook it and industrial farm meat is really toxic. So it's really bad for you. Most people don't even fucking know that you can get something like this. Right? Good farmed animals. The future of veganism is basically lab-grown meat. We went to a Sainsbury's protest recently, and they made a statement saying that in 2040 or something, 60% of the world's meat consumption is lab-grown meat.

[video] 20:05 fuck off hopefully not i don't think it's going to be like that but they're really you understand what's going on here right so they want us to eat meat replace they basically want us to eat a vegan diet basically and it's the agenda is being pushed as you said the future of veganism uh hopefully all of the big youtube vegans stop being being vegan and that hopefully gives us you know exposure and gives exposure to the fact that it's and you know it's gonna be like it's gonna kind of be more of a fad and less of this you know thing that everyone's gonna start doing yeah basically thank you dio thanks