Ex-Vegan (5 Years): The Craziest Fruitarian Story Ever

Watch on YouTube · 2019-04-08 · 64 min

0:00 Introduce yourself, if you like to, and start at the very beginning, what year it was that you got into veganism, and then how you got into it also, and how it unfolded.

[video] 0:11 Okay, I'm Dylan Hunt, and originally I got into veganism at around 2015. Pretty much, I actually was a heavy pot addict, and I wanted to... get my tolerance down and I heard about fasting so I planned to only fast about three days and it turned out I fasted 40 days and I was actually still smoking weed at the time and I was getting phenomenal highs and it was pretty awesome but I could literally feel my body wither away And I was only drinking cold bottled water. And yeah, I became super skinny. And then I transitioned straight to like carnivore straight after it.

[video] 1:09 Like intuition, I was just eating raw salmon. But I was also incorporating like a small handful of leafy greens and some goji berries. But that was due to just like reading and saying, like, oh, well, this is healthy, but I really just feel like salmon. So eventually I cut that out and I was eating, like, salmon, bacon and eggs. And then about, like, late, yeah, late 2015, I was watching Frank Smart, which is a YouTuber who would talk about, like, ascension and all this other, like, spiritual stuff. And I was quite into the spirituality, the spiritual side of things, and he was like, well, if you want to get to an optimal level mentally, physically, go vegan.

[video] 2:04 And I would watch his videos every day just out of sheer interest, and it kind of like planted a seed in my head. And I remember one day I was cooking bacon and eggs, and then I just went, I'm going vegan. And I walked up to my dad, who's Aboriginal, Australian Aboriginal, and he just kind of lost the plot. Like, what do you mean? Like, what do you mean? We've been eating meat for centuries. It's in our blood. Like, you know, you know this, Dylan. And it was like, yeah, I don't know, dad. Like, I feel as though that I wasn't really given a choice from my childhood to if I wanted to do this, I wanted to do that. Little did I know, I was just brainwashing myself with constantly watching these videos.

[video] 2:55 And I even said to myself at a certain point when I chose to become vegan, when I was transitioning to raw vegan, I was like, I'm going to deliberately brainwash myself into raw veganism because I don't believe it right now. So I would watch like John Rose, like Geordie, Fit Geordie, Eats, Um, like plenty of other like raw vegans fruitarians and Dr. Robert Morse. Um, and that took, it was quite a big jump actually. Cause I was vegan for probably like three months and I was like raw vegan for, uh, probably just under a year. And then I spent the next like four years being vegan. So nearly six years in total.

[video] 3:44 and, sorry, 64 years being fruitarian, fruitarian, and that's when I started traveling, like, Australia, looking for the fruits, and I was constantly lightheaded, like, I remember one day, there was this lemon tree, and I picked, like, a few kilos of lemons, and I literally sat there and ate them until my mouth fucking bled, sorry about swearing, my mouth bled everywhere, and I'm like, It's detox, it's detox, it's detox. And then I felt something right here in my head after the 20 lemons, literally as if it just went.

[video] 4:29 And it was as if I was having a stroke or something. And I was just like, I'm moving the link. I'm moving the lymph. Like, John Rose said it. Like, Dr. Robert Moore said it. Like, all these other vegan cultists had said it. And, yeah, I deliberately brainwashed myself into this. And then I traveled up north of Australia to, like, Cairns, where, like, all the tropical fruit is and everything. And then that's when shit started, like, opening up. I started seeing how the fruit was man-made, how it was cultivated, how it was destroying people, literally. I was doing a lot of masseuse work, massaging, spiritual guidance, also in the sense of not promoting veganism, because I never felt good on it, so I never promoted it.

[video] 5:22 But I just promoted all the powers within oneself, holistic, meditation, kai chi, and all of that sort of stuff. And then I met, like, this guy with cancer who had been a fruitarian for years and years, and he was a cyclist, he met durian rider, he was living with Braley, like, and it all was just, things were clicking and making sense, and it was like, I was like, well, this guy's been fruitarian for, what, 15 years now, and he's only getting worse and worse And he had, like, some really bad edema, like, leg swelling. His teeth were rotted. Like, he had lack of energy. He was doing enemas, like, two to three enemas a day. And we eventually were working in, like, a raw vegan restaurant together. And I was just, like, like, it was such a fucking sugar rush.

[video] 6:22 Like, we're sitting there picking up fruit, serving people, and it's just, like, There's something not right here. I don't feel good physically. I just feel high all the time and not like an enjoyable high, but just like a forceful high. Like as if I'm trapped in something and how do I get out of it? And then I asked him one day, because I started dreaming about meat, dreaming about eating chicken and eating like beef, like raw beef, raw chicken, and that was when things were kind of like, what's going on here? And then this video came up, like online, and it's like, you're detoxing thoughts, like you're detoxing the thoughts out of you, because you're holding onto emotion, and the emotion of like, mama's milk, of like, when you're a child,

[video] 7:15 And having such an abusive childhood through, like, sexual abuse, physical abuse, mental abuse from, well, I don't want to say who, but, like, just received a lot of it. So I was very extremist and very sensitive. And I used to be very masculine. And then I watched myself become androgynous, then a female, and... my hips sunk in and then spread out. And I was just like, what is going on? So then I was like, the food isn't optimal here or something. So I moved to Southeast Asia for two and a half years. And then that's when shit clicked because I was in a different environment with different people. And I got accepted into a village because I was helping homeless people. I was helping villages. I was using my Australian money to support a village. I was doing a lot.

[video] 8:15 And whenever I would like randomly check up on Australia or the fruitarians from like around the world, They're all getting really sick. But I'm watching all these people who are just thriving off meat. And some of them would eat raw meat or like raw fish and everything, like just raw fish and occasional rice. And the ones who ate rice got really sick. And the ones who just ate meat got really strong. And I was just deteriorating and deteriorating. And one day I went to the markets and I decided like, I'm just going to grab something cooked to eat." So I walked up, and I was speaking Indonesian, and I asked this lady, is this like fish? And she said, no, it's sayur, which is vegetable. And I was like, ah, you know, bagus, luar biasa, like satu. So like, yeah, I'll have one.

[video] 9:14 And she gave it to me, and I put it in my mouth, and I literally could taste the fish.

[video] 9:22 I was going on a balance of mind, and I'm like, I could feel my body just like, holy shit, it's so good. But then the cultist mind, I literally ran to the toilet, man, and I stuck my fingers down my throat, and I drank about five liters of water, and I was like, drinking and purging, drinking and purging. And then I didn't actually realize that throughout the years of my fruitarianism, well, the vegan in total, my digestive system was completely just destroyed. I couldn't digest anything. And then I became bulimic for about two and a half years, every day, all day, whenever I'd eat something. And then the only thing I could digest was not even watermelon. I had to chew the watermelon and then spit out the fiber. And I would do that with all the fruit.

[video] 10:22 And then I was just like, maybe I've surpassed nutrition. So I went breatharian for like three months. And I've got photos of me as a breatharian. And my legs are literally just a bone. Like there's no muscle. And I was teaching in schools like English and I was helping like set up graduations for schools and like doing all of that so i had you know the whole love peace awesome and it was like i was lost in delusion it was messed up ah and it goes even further than that then i started needing other like preparing they were like oh man you're just going through detox like you just got to drink your urine bro trust me

[video] 11:17 urine drink the first urine of every morning and so i was like i'll give it a go and so i like i remember the first time i did it i was with three other fruitarians and i went into the bathroom i peed in a cup i walked back out and i'm like all right guys fucking whatever and i drank it and it literally just tasted like fruit and it was like yeah i guess this ain't bad like whatever and then one of my friends at the time was saying like yeah man like in India in India bro that's where they do it man like they drink their urine in India and I was like oh okay man like I don't really want to just like drink my urine all day like for hell like if this is the only thing I can digest and I would get the worst diarrhea and then eventually I started binging so much on cooked food

[video] 12:15 I would literally eat as much watermelon or as much jackfruit or any fucking fruit that I could force in my body. So it would build like a layer. And then I would just literally spend the whole entire day in Southeast Asia just binging on cooked food. And a bit vegan cooked food. And I just couldn't find clarity. I did not feel good at all. and my ass was bleeding, my mouth was bleeding, like, I lost teeth.

[video] 12:58 There was, yeah, and it just kept getting worse and worse and worse, and I would ask people, like, I was quite open about, like, myself and my diet, and I was like, something's not working, and they're like, yeah, you're not doing it right, and I'm like, I've gone through vegan, then it was like, this wasn't working. It worked for a bit, but then it stopped working. So then I went raw vegan. And that raw vegan was like the worst one. It was just like eating broccoli and cauliflower with like virgin olive oil. It was like, I was like, I couldn't digest that at all. I remember... and it like didn't come out the other side like for about four days I didn't like I didn't poo for like four days at one point and then I was like alright so I ate a heap of prunes and And then, like, that didn't come out either. And then I was like, what's going on?

[video] 13:55 And then I, like, I was reading something from Dr. Robert Morris, and he's like, you need to dry fast. You need to dry fast. So I dry fasted, and then I eventually didn't, like, have a bowel movement for nearly two weeks. And then, like, some random person was just like, nah, you need to eat 30 bananas a day and drink water. And I was like, this is just all, like, you need, you need, you need, and it was just constant, constant cultism, like, everyone had, like, a different idea, like, there's the big house of it, but then all these people had little ideas, and then there's the big, the big dude, and that was when I was raw vegan, then transitioned to fruitarian, and yeah, all of that, which I was saying before, but, um, when I was in Southeast Asia, I started noticing, like,

[video] 14:48 the government was promoting veganism, like Miley Cyrus and vegan, like Beyonce started to go vegan, and I was just kind of like, well, I know they're a part of some bullshit puppet system, you know, with their lyrics, and you put your mind and focus on, like, you incorporate into your life, which is what I taught with people, like, manifesting, getting into your vibration, and you you know, like Abraham Hicks and Alan Watts and all that, I very much followed them as like, well, I enjoyed what they said and I took it on to be my troop as well, which helped me actually a lot because when I looked over and seen all this worldly change into like, vegan, vegetarianism, promoting plants,

[video] 15:44 Like, the anti-nutrients and everything, I was just like, holy shit. Like, the reason why we went fruitarian was because we knew that the plants don't want to be eaten. Like, you notice yourself, too. Like, they release a protein and shit, and it messes up your whole body. And so that's why people go fruitarian. And then it was literally like, well, what's going on? why is all this happening? And then I just started noticing like vegans dropping like flies. Ex-vegan, ex-vegan that. Like Casey, Vegetable Poise, like I had been following him for a while and contacted him. Also Bobby, from Bobby's perspective, I'd been following him, contacted him. And do you know Cole Robinson, Snake Diet?

[video] 16:43 Yeah, I also had been messaging and contacting him as well and just like general questions and stuff and like just swapping information and stuff. And then things kind of got down to a point where I messaged Frank Tufano and I was just like, what's going on, man? Like all this stuff. But even Frank doesn't look healthy. He looks like dehydrated. Well, to me, he looks quite dehydrated. is black under the eyes, but I think it's explained in a bit.

17:19 It also comes from sodomy. If you've been sodomized as a child, it's very typical.

[video] 17:25 Oh, okay, okay, yeah. So, all of this was happening and I... I was lost in this cultist mindset and I was unsure of what I wanted to do or what I should do. And then I was living in a forest at one point, climbing fruit trees. I camped on the beach. I was in a forest. And I lived for three months in a forest, just climbing trees, eating fruit, getting malnourished. Then I went to a beach, did like a three-day coconut bath and smoked DMT. And it was just like the profound experiences, but it's quite literally like the only thing stopping you is your own fear. And it's just like, it seemed so profound to me at the time. Whoa, man, like I'm the only thing stopping me. And it's just like,

[video] 18:23 I didn't need anyone to kind of tell me that or any like substance to tell me that. And I was on just a huge, wild journey of like always running away, always going to a different country, always meeting new people. But in the experience, it was fun to meet new people, but it was very eye-opening to see how malnourished everyone was and how sick everyone was and how weak and fragile. Like one of my friends, Sasha, We went to a waterfall and she went down one of the natural slides and she jumped and then it hit her back and it didn't even look that bad to be honest, but then her whole body was this fucking

[video] 19:12 destroyed, and she had to, like, fast for, like, four days, because she's, like, well, she didn't have to, but she was just, like, I need to fast to heal my body, and I'm so sore, and then she was, like, begging for durian, and durian is, like, do you know the durian fruit? It's a very high fatty fruit, well, not really high fat, it's more carbohydrate than fat, but anyway, she was just begging and craving that, and One of my friends, which I won't say her name actually, but she became so obsessed with me. And she was like 44 years old, the same age as my mother. And she was literally just like,

[video] 19:56 so obsessed I wasn't allowed to go anywhere or do anything without her like if I wanted to go to the fruit market she had to be there if I wanted to do this she had to be there so I literally left the country and then she fucking followed me to the other country and it was just like oh man like so needy so needy but then I noticed like how have you survived 15 years on a fruitarian diet how like this shit doesn't make sense like you're either having animal products and this is my my my intuition speaking like you're either having animal products you're either supplementing or you're either having cooked food or something in not in front of people and she was doing like marathons half marathons um she was always always running um from like everywhere and

[video] 20:56 Yeah, and then I noticed other vegans, like, I had, like, other vegans, like, secretly tell me that they ate, like, you know, three, four times a year or something, they would have a steak with their family to make the family happy, and it's just kind of like, yeah, whatever, mate, whatever, like... And then other people were taking, like, fish oil tablets or, like, creatine or, like, all these animal supplements. And I was going balls deep, hardcore into this veganism. So, like, I wasn't messing around. Like, I went straight into it. And that's how I became so malnourished. And even before that, I was doing, like, keto vegan. And that was even worse. That was, like, so much worse. Ah. And it just went on for so long, to a certain point where I was looking after one of my friend's places in Coranda, Queensland.

[video] 21:54 And I ran out of fruit, and everything's shut, and I'm at the top of this mountain. So if I wanted to get fruit, I would have to travel 30 kilometers into town, or I would have to try and forage for myself. But the thing was, it was not, like, there were only mango trees. And the thing was, it wasn't mango season just yet, so all of the fruit was astringent and, like, not ripe. So I literally had no food. And I opened up her fridge, and there was literally steaks, like, stacked up. There was, like, beef mince, lamb mince, um... And I just like, I literally went like, you know, like, fuck it, fuck it. I feel that terrible. I can't move. I've done like that many enemas today.

[video] 22:50 Like I always thought there was something inside my bowels, even though I would do like five day dry fasts or like a two week water fast or juice fasts and everything. And so I like got this steak. And I remember cooking it and my intuition was saying like, don't cook it. Don't cook it. You're not going to be able to digest it. And so like, I just did like 30 seconds each side and I was like, all right, like whatever. So I took like a little bite and there was just instant clarity. Like I literally had never felt like all this buzz and haze for years. I didn't actually realize my body was numb. And I could feel my tongue. And I could feel like myself. Like I could feel like my tingles of my skin.

[video] 23:48 And I was just like, what? Like what the, what's going on? And I was like, I don't know what's going on. I literally didn't know what was going on. But the only thing there was steaks and bones and stuff. So I made bone broths and I was just sipping on that. But the thing was, I wasn't eating much fat. It was just all muscle meat. So I eventually got constipated because I was cooking it as well. And then

[video] 24:28 went down to Cairns after that because like I literally dropped one day like because after I was eating the meat I got constipated I did an enema and then I fainted I woke up and one of my friends like I called him and I was crying and in delusion and I'm like man I ate meat like I don't know what the fuck is going on in my life? I don't know what I'm doing. I don't know where I'm going. Like I'm in such a haze. Like please help me please. So he like drove all up the mountain and he picked me up and he took me into town. And then I stayed at his place for like two weeks, but I then continued the fruit diet. And then I got even worse, even worse. And then I was at one of my friend's places, Frank, and I was staying at his place. And I made myself a coffee because I'm like, I'm just going to try and let go of all diet, all diet and just eat whatever I feel.

[video] 25:25 And little did I actually realize I was that addicted to sugar. I was putting that much like sugar in the coffee and like it was ridiculous, like ridiculous. And then like literally I looked down and then my legs were just like elephant tiredness sort of stuff. I was like, what the what? Like, what? And then I could feel, like, something in my kidney. And I was just like, Frank, can you take me to the hospital, please? Please. And then he took me to the hospital. And I'm, like, 30 kilos. And I've got, like, legs the size of, like, my arm. Like, now. That was so huge. Like, I could literally...

[video] 26:14 push my finger in like that and it would stick in like and it would stay there and i would literally like i could mold my own leg and i was just like what's going on like what's going on and then the doctors literally said like you're gonna die like you're going to die and i was just like no like and then they called my parents And my parents were at the very bottom of Australia, and I was at the very top. So it would have taken them about four or five days to drive up. And they said, like, I would probably die in, like, the next day or two because my kidney shut down. And then they were, like, trying to flush my kidney, and they were injecting stuff into me. And then I peed. I remember peeing for, like, a solid three minutes at one time.

[video] 27:11 And it was just green liquid just coming out and out and out. And the swelling went down a little bit. Apparently, I put on 15 kilos in a couple hours.

[video] 27:26 It was just this weird stuff, like literally weird, as if my whole body fluid just dropped to my legs. And then... Something just said to me, eat chicken and butter. Just eat chicken and butter. And they literally said to me, I could eat anything I want because you're not going to live that long. So I said to them, just get me plain chicken and butter. So they did that, and I put myself in ketosis. I was eating lots of fat, like lots of saturated fat with little bit of like protein and two days I got off life support and then I discharged myself out of hospital and I went straight to the butcher and I bought like $30 worth of raw beef and I literally sat out front of the butchers and ate the raw meat and everyone was staring at me and I was just like,

[video] 28:26 i don't care man i'm feeling this nutrients i'm feeling it and one of my friends uh he's a very like godly person and he's just like yeah brother yeah get that in yeah get that meat in yeah and it was so funny his name's matt and um We went on quite a journey together, like helping homeless people off the street, bringing kids off the street and putting them in like either homes or trying to get them like the Australian welfare, supplying them with food and like all of that sort of stuff. And yeah, he was just like, get the meat in you, man, get the meat in. And my body just could not digest, like it could digest little bits, but not so much. So then I was watching one of Frank's videos, and he's like, you've got to have salt.

[video] 29:24 You've got to put salt on your meat. And I just didn't intuitively feel that. But I did it anyway, and then the edema popped out again. And I started swelling up again, and all this shit was happening. And then I kept trying to eat meat, but I just couldn't digest it. So I literally went like, So I can't do fruitarian. I can't do carnivore. I'm just gonna fucking binge eat on coffee, cakes, cigarettes, like drink alcohol. I'm literally gonna do anything, whatever it is to fucking end this body. Just end it. And I put on 30 kilos. I was 30 kilos and then I was 70 kilos in a matter of like two months. Two months I put on 30 kilos. And then I was just bloated all the time. I couldn't sleep. I was suicidal. I was dehydrated.

[video] 30:25 And I was just like, all right, I'm going to do a 10-day water fast. And if this doesn't work, I'm literally just going to kill myself. And then I lasted one day on a water fast, and then it was literally as if, like, my body just, like, picked me up, took me to the butchers, grabbed the rump steak, got some fat, and then I went home, ate it, and I had the best sleep of my life. Like, my whole clarity just came back. And today is, like, my eighth day proper, proper carnivore. And I've literally, I've stayed at around 68, 70 kilos, but I've lost that much water weight, water retention, I've lost a lot of belly fat and leg fat, and I've put on a lot of muscle. And I've just been doing calisthenics.

[video] 31:20 I don't wanna overdo it because, in truth, I much would love a longevity, and I don't wanna crank my heart too much and age myself. But I also want to see how far I can go and how far I can build myself up to a point where I can just be, like, sedentary and relaxed and chill.

[video] 31:41 So, yeah. It's a huge journey up until now. And even, like, yesterday, I ate, like, a raw heart. Like, because I've been doing, like, live videos promoting the carnivore diet, like, raw carnivore. And... I've literally had thousands of vegans comment and message me and like abuse me and I'm literally laughing at this because I'm watching them deteriorate whilst I'm getting stronger. And it's just like, they're saying like, you're going to end up in hospital, you're getting bacteria, you're going to die. And it's like, man.

[video] 32:22 I hope I get this bacteria, I want my stomach to readjust itself, I want this bacteria, and they're saying, like, you'll get worms, and it's like, I don't see any worms in this fucking steak, man, like, you know, and it's like, they're so lost in delusion, like, so lost in cultism, in dogma, delusion, and they're saying, like, you need to return back to like a vegan way. It's like, please understand, Dylan, vegans need to supplement. And it's like, I don't want to support the big farmer. I don't want to be a drug addict. I don't want to have to take all these white powders every day with this and that to activate this, to do this and drink my urine. It's like, I'd rather just go to my local butcher that slaughters the cow from that morning, chops it up, puts it right on my plate.

[video] 33:19 And it's like, I can literally walk in, buy a steak, walk out, sit at the front, have something to eat, crack a raw egg. And I'm trying to source some raw milk at the moment. It's like, but it's illegal in Australia. So it's just like, I'm looking around and sourcing and I know I'll find it. I know I will because there's lots of farms all around here. And it gets me to a point where I just want to like, I wanna skitz out, like start swearing and screaming and yelling. But I've spent many years just like meditating, relaxing, living in temples on this bullshit fruitarian vegan diet. That led me to my fucking deathbed. And I took myself out of it. My intuition kicked in and I started eating carnivore. All I honestly feel like is just raw, raw food, like raw beef.

[video] 34:17 like raw liver, like raw kidney, brains, testicles, like that's all I actually feel like. And yeah, it's quite a weird experience for myself because I start getting watery at the mouth and I can feel like my body getting all like, woof, woof. Yeah, it is something. It's some good shit, man. Like, and I'm constantly walking past the butchers and, like, giving it the eyeball up and down and, like, ugh. Ugh. Like, I just want to go in there and, like, ugh. Like, Oh, it gets me so pumped, like, feeling alive and the nutrients and, like, oh, my God.

[video] 35:00 And watching your videos has helped me so much from literally a little fruit bitch, a little skinny-ass fruit bitch, into, like, now I feel, like, not good lighting, but, like, I've doubled my, like, nearly tripled my arm size in such a short time. Like, my strength is... so rapidly adjusting and becoming so much better. And yeah, I have a huge, huge thanks to you. Honestly, you've helped a lot of people, including myself. And it's inspired many, including myself, to continue with this and not in a dogmatic, bullshit, cultist way. It's like my father is Aboriginal and my mum is German. And it's just kind of like they're both heavy meat eaters.

[video] 36:01 The Aboriginals have only been changed within the past 250, 300 years.

[video] 36:11 So it's just like, in essence of heredital, it's like I'm the fourth or fifth generation away from being a traditional Aboriginal. And then with German, German's always eating meat. Scandinavians are always doing that. They thrive off it. Just any race thrives off it.

36:36 Do you have any other experiences that you remember, like with the lemon tree or something crazy like that, that you went through?

[video] 36:47 I did three months mono watermelon. I did five months mono mango. I literally traveled half of Australia, like, up the East Coast, only eating mangoes. And I would literally, because I couldn't afford it, I would grab, like, a heap of bags, and I would go into, like, the supermarket, and I would just fucking, like, grab as many mangoes as I could. And then I would, like, waddle out of the shop, man. But I was that hazy and skinny and lightheaded. Like... Remember one time the security guard seen me and he literally let me go and I was just like yeah Yeah, like the universe is looking after me higher vibration fruit bitch, but then I didn't realize I'm this little 40 kilos skinny friggin anorexic This guy's like yeah this motherfucker needs to eat like

[video] 37:45 And I only just realized that, like, not too long ago, that every time I was, like, seen stealing shit, like, they would literally let me go. I remember going into fruit markets, and I'm just like, like literally like so skinny and anorexic and they would like give me more fruit and more fruit and more fruit and then they'll give me like rice and they'll give me beans or they'll give me like heaps of avocados and stuff and then they would like yeah eat eat eat and i'm like nah i'll just i'll just stick with like these mangoes like i'll just eat like i'll just eat 20 to 30 mangoes in one sitting i'll be fine and

[video] 38:28 Yeah, I remember when I was in Singapore, when I landed, the first fucking thing I did was go and look for durian and champanap. And then when I did that, I remember it was three o'clock in the morning, but I could have just walked to my friend's house and like jumped in bed and, you know, like slept. but I was out on the street looking for sugar and then like I finally found it and I remember I took a picture I was like had my phone out like this and I had like the fruits in my hand and I took a bite out of it and when I did that my tooth broke off like I chipped my tooth and I was like what like this is such a soft fruit like how did this happen and then like The next day, this tooth was in so much pain.

[video] 39:24 I literally grabbed the pliers, like, scepters, and went... And then I went to, like, rip it out, but it shattered in my mouth. And then it exploded, and then all the shards just went all through my lips and tongue and everything. And then I bled for days. Like, it didn't heal. I wasn't healing. Another time in Bali...

[video] 39:48 like I went to the fruit market and like I was talking to this one of the ladies and I bought like five kilos of like these little mandarins like jeruk and she gave me 20 kilos in total so she gave me another 15 kilos for free and she's like eat eat like makan makan And then I was just like, oh yeah, fucking higher vibration, fruit bitch. Like, I'm God, man. I manifest this world in reality. You know, let me get my notepad out and write, thank you, universe. Thank you for the free food. Thank you for this. And then, like, I went home, and it took me, like, four hours to juice them. And then once I did that, man, I was so, like... I'm like... And then, guess what?

[video] 40:46 The whole village thought I juiced all of that for them. So they drank the juice. And I didn't... I got, like... like 200ml out of it and I was planning to drink like fucking 5 litres of it and so yeah like that happened and it was just like so I got like 20 kilos of mandarins took me like 4 hours to juice them then the whole village was like like oh like terima kasih dilan it was like oh minum minum which is like to drink in Indonesian and yeah they drank my fucking drink And I was just like, oh, oh, like, so I went back to the market and I bought this, like this papaya and this papaya was literally like the size of my chest. So, and I was like, this time I'm going to go down the beach. I'm going to go down the beach and eat it.

[video] 41:44 And this Indonesian come up to me and he sat down and he's like, hello lady. Hello, beautiful lady, beautiful lady. Where are you from? And I'm just like, No, mate, I'm a guy. But my voice was so bitchy, like, he didn't believe me. He thought I was a flat-chested girl, like, eating papaya on the beach, like, trying to be all sexy. And it's just like, man. And then I ate the papaya, but I was that annoyed with him at the same time I was eating this papaya. I jumped on my bike, and I literally was cruising, and I just went , and I just peed all along the side of the road. And then all these Indonesians were just like, , like, are you sick? You're sick? And it's just like, , which means like, no, I only eat fruit. I can't be sick.

[video] 42:47 They're just like, yeah. And I remember one of my friends, like I literally, sorry, when I was standing at my friend's place, like he was Indonesian and his mom, she literally watched me eat like six kilos of fruit. literally six kilos and she she like it didn't incorporate in her mind that i had food i was just having a snack and then she kept offering me chicken like she just kept saying like like please eat this chicken please like and then eventually like one day i remember um oh it was probably like three in the morning um and i was just cruising on my bike in indonesia i couldn't sleep I think it was, I went like five days without any sleep. And this is something I've actually never told anyone. So I'm going to open up and tell now.

[video] 43:45 Like this is the first time I've ever cheated on my diet. And I was literally like, I've tried every single vegan dish in Indonesia, like in Bali, in most of Indonesia. Like it's shit. It makes me feel disgusting. And I was just like, I'm going to try some chicken. I'm going to try some fish. And this is what really kind of messed up with my head. I went down and I had some lightly cooked chicken and fish and also milk. I actually don't know if it was raw milk because it comes from their farm. So it very might have been raw milk, but I ate the stuff and then I felt so like bad. So I forced myself to vomit.

[video] 44:38 But then when I woke up the next day, I literally woke up like with a fucking hard dick and like, I felt so powerful and strong and good. And like, I was just like, wow, what is this? Like, I actually didn't put two and two together, but the night before, I binge-date on, like, animal, like, animal products, and then, like, the next day, like, I just didn't put two and two together, and I was just like, what's going on? You know, like, is the moon, like, has the moon shifted into the new retrograde or something? Like, have I, like, ascended some sort of power of intuition or meditation? Like...

[video] 45:20 Ah, the delusions you go through, and I spent so long in isolation, it was just like, I watched myself deteriorate, watched the village get strong, watched fruitarians drop like flies, like, we even had, like, a few people die, like, get so sick they died, and it was just like, well, I don't understand, like, he was fruitarian, like, Like, I don't understand. Like, what was it? And they're like, oh, cancer. And it's just like, nah, nah, you can't get cancer eating fruit. You can't. And it's like, sugar feeds that stuff. And it's just like, I don't know how I came out of it, to be honest. Like, well, I do. I was hospitalized and my intuition kicked in, but

[video] 46:20 From like the first month, I was thinking about meat. I was thinking about cheese. I was thinking about stuff and I'm like, no, I'm just going to let it go. And then after a year, I was dreaming about it. Then the second year, I was like, I was walking past shops and I could smell it so much and it was like, like, I would start getting tingly, and, like, my mouth would get watery, and my nostrils would flare, and it was just kind of like, like, I'm detoxing thoughts, I'm detoxing thoughts and emotions, and it kept going, and going, and going, to eventually where, like, if I just actually listened to my fucking body, like, none of this shit would have happened, but, you know, this stuff happens for a reason, realistically, like, like, We've been through this vegan propaganda bullshit and we're able to help people now. We're able to do things and see the lies and see the government is actually...

[video] 47:19 It just clicked when the government started pushing veganism. It was just like, yeah, yeah, that's pretty messed up, man. What's going on here?

47:33 How long were you into the juicing when you couldn't digest the fiber when you were spitting it out?

47:40 Like you said, the watermelon? Did you just spit out the... Yeah.

[video] 47:45 Yeah, like... Say, when I was in Indonesia was when I actually started doing it. But I came back to Australia. So at least a year and a half, a year and a half, I was just juicing it in my mouth and then spitting it out.

48:02 That's so crazy. Yeah. Do you remember anything else like that?

[video] 48:12 Oh man, I was climbing a coconut tree and I was so weak, man. I finally got up to this coconut tree and I couldn't reach any coconuts. I was like, just on the pinnacle of it and then i got a stick and knocked one coconut off and then i was like how am i gonna get down this tree i'm too weak like i actually said to myself i'm too physically weak right now to get down this tree so i was stuck in this dream And this is something I haven't told anyone, but I was stuck in the tree for like a few hours, and then there's like coconuts here and coconuts down there, and I was so thirsty, man. I was so thirsty. And I'm just like, what am I going to do? So I literally just slid down, and I cut all my arms and my chest and my legs, and then I got down, and I had nothing to open the coconut with.

[video] 49:12 Right. Yeah, and so I eventually just fasted, but then, like, I got really bad infections, and then I remember I took a shit in the forest, man, and I wiped my ass with a leaf, and then my ass got that swollen and infected, man, like, every time I went to, like, I've got photos of my ass, man, and, like, the wriggle, like, the whole man had this huge, like... huge thing on it man like a cyst or some shit dude and it took like a solid few months to like get rid of And there's, like, other times where, like, I've climbed, like, jackfruit trees. And there was this one jackfruit tree, like, Nankar jackfruit. And I was like, wow, there's so many. Like, they're all ripe and they're all delicious. Like, wow. And I climbed up the tree and, like, they all, like, fell down and everything because I twisted them down. But then when I ate them, they had no flavor.

[video] 50:11 Like, it was just a dead tree that grew fruit. Hmm. um another time uh like like i i like this huge salad man like the bowl was literally like the size of my chest and i i like was eating it and i literally just couldn't feel like it was in inside my stomach So then, like, I went to, like, my friend's shop. And then I, like, binge ate there. And then I went to, like, supermarket, bought a heap of stuff, and, like, binged ate back. And then I, like, was, like, power spewing, like, all night. And then, like, my lips split so far. Like, I've got pictures as well of my lips. Like, I had, like, literally, like, a pinky nail of, like,

[video] 51:01 split like that so it's that dehydrated and acids and lemons oh another thing too i would um put lemon or lime on everything i ate almost like i'll cut open a watermelon and then like i'll squeeze lemon or lime on it and then i'd eat that and i could literally feel it burning my mouth um another time i monomealed i I mononealed like six kilos of kiwi fruit and with the skin on because, you know, the skin has the nutrients. And man, I was that nauseous and there was blood everywhere in my mouth. And my tongue, like, I couldn't eat for four days. Like, I was like, all right, I'll just, you know, like, I'll eat one kiwi at a time. And it's like, so after the four days of my mouth just being completely like,

[video] 52:01 With the Kiwis like I tried continuing Kiwis and then I tried doing a grape juice like monoing grapes and this is I monoed like four kilos of grapes and I like I stood up and I was like Yeah, this ain't too bad and I took like a couple steps and I was like Just kept going and going and going and going and going and going and I was like what? Like, how does the stomach hold all this? Like, how are we meant to digest this? Like, Dr. Robert Morse, man, like, what's going on here? Like, this is not making sense to me anymore. man like I would literally like go back like this man and everything like I couldn't buy an enema because they wouldn't let me they literally wouldn't let me at the chemist buy an enema so I grabbed like a coca-cola bottle and

[video] 52:59 cut off the top, grabbed like castor oil, poured it all in, man, poured with water, poured with salt, drained it into my ass, and then like, you know, just kept pouring the water in and water in, and I put like a few liters in, then I like stood up, man, and then like nothing came out of my ass apart from the liquid, and it's just like... Well, I gotta go harder. I gotta do a salt flush. So then I drank, like, three litres of water with, like, you know those twisty salt things? I put, like, half of the salt in there. Like, so it would just fucking, like, smash through my bowels, man. And, yeah, it smashed through my bowels, alright? Like...

[video] 53:47 I pretty much, like, lost consciousness almost, like, drinking that much water with salt, and then, like, I was so dehydrated, so I went and bought, like, I went to a farm, man, and I bought, like, a hundred kilos of watermelon.

[video] 54:07 Like, I had that many watermelons, man, and I was like, this is the only thing I can eat, and, like, And I was so, like, fearful that someone would come and, like, want some of my watermelon, man. Like, so I isolated myself so no one could get my watermelon.

[video] 54:27 Like, I remember, like, someone asked for, like, a watermelon and everything. And I was just like, like, I could feel my heart sink. And I'm like, this is the only thing I can digest and eat. And I don't even eat the fiber. I just drink the juice. Like... What am I going to do, man? Like, he just wants one square. What if I need that one square? What if I need that one square? What if I need that one square? So I'll go like, oh, yeah, man. Oh, man, like, you know, like, you know, this is my diet. You know, man, like, I really need nutrients right now. And they're just like, man, I just want one square. I'm like, yeah, I know, man.

[video] 55:22 And then I remember, like, I took one of my friends to, like, the fruit market, and we bought, like, this huge box of mangoes, man. And then, like, we were sitting down eating mangoes, and I was watching him eat the mangoes, even though he bought, like, these mangoes. But in my mind, I was like, I fucking want those mangoes, man. Like, I actually need them more than you. Like, and he's just like, he's only eating like one or two mangoes because he literally lived like, you know, like a regular diet, you know, like bread, milk, cheese, like sandwich sort of shit. So he just wanted like one or two mangoes. And I was just like, yeah, I need them, man. You don't understand. And I became so like, just messed up, man. Like, I remember going, like, sourcing out the fruit, and I was like, yeah, well, where did the fruit come from?

[video] 56:20 All right, where was the fruit originated from? Like, so the fruit originally came from Asia. So this fruit isn't even Australian. So I have to go to Asia now. So I have to go to Asia to actually get the proper sorts of the fucking fruit that you brought over to this country and planted in this soil. Really? So now I have to go to Asia. So I went to Asia and then they were like, yeah, like we've been cultivating this for like, you know, the past hundred years or something. And it was like, when I actually tried to eat like wild fruit, it's like their seeds were huge. It was bitter. It didn't taste good. Like,

[video] 56:58 it was just yeah mind-boggling stuff um did you at all use any supplements in the whole time uh actually i didn't until the very end um when i was hospitalized like after i went like did the keto and everything and got back out but then i went back to fruit like i went back to fruit for a little bit and i took like uh like vitamins and some other things but when i took them I literally felt like just destroyed, like it felt like it worsened me, so I just stopped taking them straight away. And then they wanted me to take antibiotics, and I'm just like, I don't think my body can handle antibiotics right now. So like, yeah, well, you're gonna have to take them. So I took these antibiotics, and then it was just like my digestive system just shut down. Boom, it just stopped. And I couldn't digest anything anymore.

[video] 57:58 And, like, I couldn't fast either because I was so skinny. Like, I didn't know what I was gonna do. So then, like, um... I stopped taking the antibiotics, I allowed my body to kind of, like, I literally just kept with, like, binging on, like, muffins and coffee and cake and things like that, and I would vomit, like, I literally ate it, then I'd, you know, go for a walk or something, then I'd spew, spew, like, vomit everywhere, then I'd do it again, vomit, do it again, vomit, and then it was just, like, at a certain point, I was, like, I'm addicted to sugar. I admit it. I admit it. I'm addicted to this. So then I was like, all right, it's time to man up. It's time to go. It's time to actually do this. Like, let's just do it. And then I went out, got some raw steak and I ate it.

[video] 58:53 And so I got like raw liver, raw kidney and just a bit of raw steak. And I started off just a bit small, but I ate mostly the liver and kidney. And when I ate it, it was like, whoa. And nobody believes me that it tasted good. Everyone's just like, how disgusting. And I'm like, I wish you could understand how good this tastes. like it tastes so good raw like and I started drinking like trying to squeeze like the blood and everything out of it and drinking the blood and um actually one funny story was um I was at uh the Indonesian markets and like they've got like sections of where the food is and where the meat is and then where the fish are and stuff and I would always see this red liquid like in in this like cup or bowl and there was heaps of them around like the chickens And I would see it for like months and months.

[video] 59:53 And I was so attracted to it, like the smell of it, like the look of it. And I'm fruitarian at the time. And I walked up to the lady and I'm like, which means like, what is this? And she's like, she's like duck's blood. And in my head, I was just like, I want to drink that. And I was just like, my body was like, I want to drink that. And then I, like, clicked back, and I'm like, what the fuck? What the hell did I just say or, like, think? Like, I literally wanted to, like, ask you if you should sell it. And I literally just wanted to drink it. Like, it looked so nice. It smelled nice. Like, I'm getting, like, a watery tongue thinking about it now. Like, ugh.

1:00:47 One question, how do you see the future of veganism now after all of this? Where do you think it's heading?

[video] 1:01:01 Where do I think veganism is heading? I think a lot of people are going to either get sick, extremely sick, I think people are going to die. I think the child abuse, because I lived with a few vegans and they've had children and it took them so much to conceive a child. But then they feed the baby fruit and this baby's eyes are fucking going cross-eyed and like,

[video] 1:01:31 you know like and it's just like the torture man the torture like but like it's funny but it's not but it's funny and it's like I'm watching this little baby fucking like eye on sugar man like and it's just like man and then it's like they're eating lemons and stuff and it's just like oh my god and like I even have like still a huge following of vegans from when I was doing what I was doing over around the world and shit, all these vegans are now bashing my name. They're literally getting pictures of me and putting on my face, like, animal abuser, animal rapist. I love to do this. And it's just like, I've never killed an animal, man. I would. I would. If I'd seen an animal and if I could look at me strange, man, and I was hungry, I would do it.

[video] 1:02:31 But I want to get back into that core aspect. I want Homestead, Balmstead. And where veganism is going, it's going downhill. It's gonna rise for a bit and people are gonna start clicking and firing and realizing where it's going. And all the people who bashed myself, like bashed my name and bashed your name, and said you know like this person's you know like psychotic and mentally ill and blah blah blah they're gonna be the ones seeking advice from us it's already happening yeah there you go and yeah it's already happening so i i'm content because i know i

[video] 1:03:22 know how good i feel like i actually feel my skin now i feel my body i can feel again my mental clarity is so much better like i'm not in a constant brain fog and making a video then pause edit repeat pause edit repeat it's like i can actually sit down and have a conversation with someone now i it's it's a lot easy it's the way of life It's the true way of life. Honestly, thank you for this interview. Thank you for talking. Thank you for everything. Thank you, man. Thank you, bro. I really appreciate it. Thank you.