Ex-Vegan (6 Years): This Religion Brainwashed Me Into Believing in Good & Bad

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[video] 0:00 While I started veganism by compassion, looking into animals, like I was feeling that they were suffering a lot. And in the first place, it was like a push by, not directly, but my mom always tell me that why I wasn't a vegetarian because I always take a lot of care of my pets and we have a fish that we didn't have a fish, my mother's. bought a fish and in a week the fish died then in another week he bought another one and died and it was like three months of that and he was looking at the fish and saying why are they dying and if they were bored like that if they were doing nothing they were even swimming they were like dead fish until they get super bored I think and then they died because they were doing nothing it was like

[video] 1:00 this case with water and a little fish. It was so boring to see.

[video] 1:06 My mother tell me, oh, why you aren't a vegetarian? And I told my mother, no, the war is not like that, I told to my mother. But we have to eat meat, and I eat meat. I didn't worry about that. And then my friend, a friend of mine, told me that he was vegan. We were playing a lot of League of Legends and in the chat, he told to me that he was vegan. And I said to him, oh, you're crazy, blah, blah, blah. And he started to laugh about him. And a week after that, this friend sent me a video about Gary Chowdhury, the bald man that he was doing a speech in a university. He's pretty famous.

[video] 1:59 um after that video like now i can realize that i get into a shock state because the video was like super aggressive the man was talking super aggressive um

[video] 2:13 there were like a lot of videos showing slow houses and that and I was like oh man that that is not nice and I started to cry and a lot of things and it was like an emotional shock to me and after that after that video I never touched meat again until two months before that before this video

[video] 2:43 Sorry, what?

2:43 What year was it?

2:48 Or how many years ago, approximately?

[video] 2:50 Six years ago.

2:52 Okay.

[video] 2:54 I was 16 years old. Now I am 21.

2:58 Do you also want to say where you're from?

[video] 3:01 Yes, I'm from Argentina, Buenos Aires. Yeah. With a lot of meat here, so my social...

[video] 3:13 When I started to being vegan, like here we eat a lot of meat, so I was like the super weird guy in the family and in the college and in all those places. But it really doesn't matter to me, so it was okay. And then I started to have vegetarian or vegan friends that now I can see that they are not healthy at all, like three or four of them have, have like sandbags here and the skin is like super not a thing but like it's close to the to the bones nothing but it's close to the bone and they have here some things and somewhere in here and it's not healthy at all after after i started watching your videos i saw one vegan friend of mine

[video] 4:09 and now he's eating meat again because he realized a lot of things and he saw he saw me that i was better eating meat and eggs and he said oh you're better this way so he started to think in the same way and he started to consume meat again after six months of feigning but he started to feel in six months of of him being banned he started to feel some things that was not good for him And well, the thing that I want to share is the mental thing that gave me the veganism. The veganism that is that like I was not here and I couldn't even look at one thing and concentrate and learn about the thing. It was super hard to me after four years of veganism.

[video] 5:04 when I started to, and when it started, then it's, I had a lot of Moscow and I was super healthy. And I think that because of that, I would support like six years of failing. But after four years of failings, I started to feel like I was not me. So something like that, like I was, uh, transforming into an adult state. Like I was thinking more. square than a circle i can explain that like it was more logic or something like that or more mental and i i wasn't feeling things that before for example i play the piano and guitar and a lot of instruments and i was playing that and i feel like why why i'm not feeling the thing in my body like i wasn't

[video] 6:00 I wasn't feeling the things in my heart or in the muscle or it was just mental and like I could remember the state before being vegan.

[video] 6:17 For me, for my thoughts or what I was going through, it was for me like before I was in a kid mode like when you are born that you are free mental state and you can think a lot of things at the same time and and the forms are not like you are you are saying like a scissor can be a key or can be a whatever you want but the scissor is just a word for example um well I was going into another mode something like that um And then I started to feel that I was not going good so I started to question my diet again. So I started to investigate into esoteriums and noxisms and a lot of things.

[video] 7:08 that is based on religion basically but I was thinking that it was a free thinker for example but now I can realize that it's all part of religion because it's good and bad what I was investigating or studying for example but good and bad is for religion or government so I started to see that I was eating I don't know a lot of potatoes or something like that and so I started to eat just fruit and just vegetables green leaves and sometimes something like that and then i started to read a book about a guy that that book is just like i don't know like this guy this guy was a soul that incarnated in a woman's body and he wrote a book the book is called ramta's book or

[video] 8:05 Ramtas the white book is an esoteric book and that book with the diet and all the things that I was going through it like it remind me me or something like that to do breatharianism so I started to investigate all that and that the it's like I wanted to be free but totally free in a concept so I it came to my mind so oh no eating for me that i am more free than eating because i can go wherever i want without eating so it was for me oh i can be more free or it was good or or it was like more higher in frequency for for example but so it was reaching that state of being i don't know in a god or something like that that

[video] 9:02 it's all about your stuff and Mason Illuminati and the shoes and all that stuff but when so I started to to eat less and less and less and more water more water until I went into into Swiss fast and then fasting without drinking water just dry fast and then I don't know started to drink little water then I started to make choice of vegetables and green leaves um and then i started to like in in a book i started to write what i was eating in the hours or like that for me to have like a guide for me to to doesn't lose what i was eating that was so minimal but i wasn't i was writing it on a book it was like a month of retirement, I think.

[video] 10:01 And after that, I, yes, after that, I always investigate about conspiration and all that stuff. So after that, I found Flat Earth and that was like, like my mind was open again, for example. So I started to see a lot of things and that the new era exists or something like that. and so we say over 30 is about new era stuff and the population and all that stuff so i come down a little for for me to say then i keep messaging about flat air and all that stuff about government about the diet about the nutrition and finally i found your channel and then i started to like change my mind i because i have a mind like I have to do good or I have to do bad.

[video] 10:58 For me, I want to do good, but in that good then, it was all illusion or something like that. You miss a lot of things and you can't really relate what you are doing or the vision that you are having, for example. Another thing that I realized today is that when I was vegan after three years of veganism, when I went to sleep, I woke up and I couldn't remember a single dream. For two years, I didn't remember a single dream. Now that I'm eating meat, I started to remember my dreams again. It's crazy. I didn't know that it would happen to me. Another thing that veganism did to me is, I don't know, when I was

[video] 11:49 Well, when I was a normal vegan, to me to say, and then I started to eat less, I think I got like some bronchitis or something like that because since two years back, I have always mucous in my ears or something like that. Like I got bronchitis for my immune system to, because my immune system was not repulsing like it should be. So I think I got some bronchitis or something like that, but I don't know. Another thing that bothered me a lot that made me click in starting to eat meat again was like, I was seeing like fog in my eyes. Like I was watching something,

[video] 12:46 staring at something and I have at the same time like a brain fog that I couldn't think properly like before like my kid state so for me it was like another state but because I always associate the body with spiritual energy and all that stuff not now like before but before it was always to me something spiritual first if I was i was seeing bad physically for me it was like i was seeing bad something like with thoughts or visions or or things to me that i don't know that i have to learn or something like that like like if i have something physical i always was exercising that with with something spiritual with something like energy if i was seeing bad

[video] 13:42 for me it was like I was not seeing something for example that I don't know something I was not seeing something from my friends or something from the world I don't know so I was really paying attention to my body after three months that I started to feel that I was seeing wrong for me to say I started to worry because I want to see something clear and I couldn't like my eyes couldn't stop like twinking like I couldn't stare like that. It was like for me like I was doing that. I don't know why and I couldn't see properly.

[video] 14:29 Another thing that I remember is that I started to have a lot of fatigue when I went to run or another thing is like that I have a lower pain back, but I couldn't, I could, I was walking, but it was super hard for me to walk because I had a super pain in the lower back that was killing me. Now, after two weeks of eating egg and meat, the pain was gone. I don't know why, but maybe because Leonid wasn't,

[video] 15:09 wasn't giving me something for my bones. I don't know, maybe.

[video] 15:14 What else can I say?

15:22 Any other health issues?

[video] 15:25 Sorry, what?

15:26 Any other health issues?

[video] 15:30 Yes, when I... What made me start eating meat again was like I was eating...

[video] 15:41 french fries like potato fry like a chip um how can i explain i was sitting that and i feel like something was making like a noise of crack and then i checked my mouth and it was my teeth and i say wow and after that after two weeks after that I started to meet again because it was like a click super fast for me like I started to realize a lot of things that I have fatigue that they have a lower pain back that my teeth broke and I say what I am doing wrong and then I find your channel I started to look at your videos and investigate by myself again in another

[video] 16:35 Not in the same ways that I was investigating before, because now I can realize that you go into Google and put, I don't know, Swiss Fats or something vegan, and you find all things about making veganism, making the world vegan, for example, to me to say. I was investigating about fat and the guy that wrote We Want to Live, and there is super little information about that and now in the year that we are there is a lot of information about veganism and that stuff and what I realized when I became vegan that is that the vegan industry like it grow a lot in just I don't know five years it grow a lot and Bill Gates promote promotion a vegan McDonald and that stuff and

[video] 17:34 That part of the conspiration made me realize that veganism was wrong. My health too, but that thing was more important to me because I always want to learn the truth for me to say. So that part of conspiration made me realize that things even more than the health issue that my body. Because it's super obvious that the vegan agenda is rising. I can see it every day. with my friends, we eat a lot of meat in Argentina, but we are making now a lot of soy products. And the sachets that I eat has soy protein. The hamburger that I eat, I read the ingredients and it has soy. All that I eat has soy. The cookies, the sachets, the, I don't know, almost all has soy.

[video] 18:33 And when I was vegan, I was trying to replace the milk with soy milk, but it was like I was after that, I feel like I was sedated, literally, like I was like that, like a zombie, something like that. Because I am very sensitive with my body, but with the mental things that I was going through, like I was brainwashed, literally. I couldn't feel my body, but I am very sensitive about my body. But my mental brainwash, for me to say, was strong, super strong. Even my mom that always said to me, oh, you are an indie, you are a star child, you are, I don't know, all the stuff that you want to call. But I don't know. And another thing that I realized is that

[video] 19:25 When I was vegan, I was not addicted to play video games, but sometimes I feel an urge to play some action game or something like that. Now I am more relaxed, but when I was vegan, I wanted to play action games a lot. I don't know why, because something was more angry or stressful or something like that. Now I eat, I don't know, some eggs and then I stay super relaxed. It's amazing.

20:01 Did you take any supplements?

[video] 20:04 No, that's why I turned into eating meat because I never took any supplement and I didn't want to and I won't take supplements. It was super clear to me that that thing is not good. So I didn't take nothing.

20:21 Yeah.

20:25 do you have any more anything more about referianism because when i was saying that you came to the conclusion that you should yes eat or should hardly eat anything yes and what i can i can say the thing that i can say that when i was a begging

[video] 20:53 I started to sunbathe a lot because my body heat was super low. So I was in the sun almost all day and I was like nothing, but I don't know. And I was sunbathing a lot, but taking sun bath a lot, like all day in the sun and I couldn't feel anything in just the hot summer. But now I can see that my body heat was super low.

[video] 21:18 I don't know. Here in Argentina, there is a guy that supposedly is retired since, I don't know, since 2010. But the name is Victor Trujillo. I don't know if you know him, but... Never heard. No. I asked him via Facebook because he gives like talks or something like that or who is fasting around the entire world in India and that stuff. I asked him if he was now eating and drinking and he didn't ask one to me. So I don't know if he's a talker or what.

[video] 22:16 Yes, that, principally, that book that I told you about Ramta, that book was super, super, super weird. It was like, it was constructed and writing to make something into your brain, for example. The Bible is the same, the Torah is the same. It was like a book like that.

[video] 22:43 I don't know, what can I say?

22:48 Yeah, that's okay. It's enough if you don't want to add anything. What do you think is the future of veganism?

[video] 23:00 I don't know because there is like I can see a plan in big scale of like making people think that you have to care a lot or have compassion about animals. I have compassion, but it's like an antinatural state of compassion. It's like, I don't know, like it's hard to describe. Like in movies are animals talking and robots talking and they have feelings. And so you can little by little like make animals human for me to say, but, or associate animals with your group that,

[video] 23:43 you are a human or you call you human but you are an animal too but you eat another animal i have friends that that like meat and eat meat because they know that meat is good for them but like they don't want to because animals and that stuff but i can see that it's all made up by movies and television and propaganda and and the medical industry too and a lot of things like the LGTB agenda of homosexual and gays that you can hear in Argentina the homosexual agenda is super super super hard and super racing because in the movies or in the in the shows that

[video] 24:43 that my grandmother, for example, watching the TV, they are as lesbian and more and more and more. And now with the movies of Disney too are more, little little guys and i don't know they are making the world like super anti-natural and going to a state of i think into transhumanism that they want the world to me to be homosexual and robotic and i don't know they they are going crazy but here in argentina i can see a lot of things because

[video] 25:19 For example, when the new president arrived, changed all the schools of the police and changing to black and white like the Masons and the school of the police has a compass and like the thing you see for Masons and the school of the police has that thing. And when I go to a street, it's like, it's the future in now, like the robotic, fight between robots and humans is happening now because I don't know the president is super corrupt and here in Argentina the things are like it's going like Venezuela for me to say something like that is really hard here

[video] 26:13 In the sky I see a lot of chemtrails a lot and they are functioning. I have in my face a lot of photos of chemtrails and the things that are going on here. I see in my face that they say, oh, I feel like crap or I feel tired of that. And they just woke up and they're tired of that because they eat shit. And principally because the air here is like super dense. It's water in the air. So, so.

[video] 26:46 I don't know. For me, it has all to be with the vegan agenda. For me, it's all the same. All the same people for me. I don't know. All the same big group. For me, there are a lot of groups, but in the main reason of the world, there is just one group that is making the things hard to us or trying to kill us little by little. I don't know.

27:08 Yeah. Just to sum it up, you started veganism when you were 16, for six years. Yes. Did you eat any animal foods in between or not at all? No. Okay, yeah. Nothing.

[video] 27:22 All right. Since I watched that video of Beran Solyovki, I didn't touch anything of animal product till two months ago.

27:30 Okay.

[video] 27:33 Mainly because of the energy part of the animal. Like, the animal suffers, so I consume the stuff, but I don't see that anymore like that. I see that the animals that I consume take medicaments and they are stressful, but I don't see that energy part anymore.

27:51 Right.

27:55 Anything else you want to add?

[video] 28:00 Now I can't remember anything, but

[video] 28:05 nothing more to me yeah another thing that that always made me realize that i was going like crazy or starting to have like a mental illness was like i almost all days i smoked a ganja or cannabis and in that state i was like watching my mind clearly so When I was vegan, I smoked and I was confused or I was not thinking clearly and I was thinking, no, because why I'm like that or what is happening to me? And now that I smoke one shot or cannabis, it's totally different. I can see my mind inside and it's totally relaxed. I'm thinking properly and thinking a lot of stuff at the same time if I want or if I don't want. Before it was like I didn't have a total control of my mind. If I wasn't or not smoking, I wasn't controlling my mind at all.

[video] 29:06 And when I smoke, it was like my mind was getting worse. Now that I eat meat, my mind when I smoke is supposedly what you have to do, like relax or maybe think things in another angle for me to say. But, yes, Gansha always made me realize a lot of things. And what made me realize was that my mind was not healthy at all when I was vegan and I was smoking. But another thing that I can say is that for me, Gansha, like, established my mind when I was vegan because for me, I...

[video] 29:52 I hold on into veganism because I was smoking ganja and taking oil cannabis too because I don't know if I could be in that state now if I wasn't smoking or making that because here in, like I say in Argentina, the ambient here or there is like stress or super dense, I don't know.

[video] 30:18 like the people here is not relaxed at all it's like super angry or stressful or super hurry up and that thing now another thing was that eating vegetables and that for example i woke up when it was vegan i wake up and i eat something i don't know after that after five five hours i eat another thing but in the night I was hoping to wake up and see that stuff all days. Now I realize that, but like it was normal to me, but now I feel that it wasn't normal because I wasn't, uh, I wasn't able to digest that food.

[video] 31:09 Um, when I was vegan, I let me check.

[video] 31:17 Yes. When I was vegan, I was throwing up a lot. I don't know, not a lot, but 10 times approximately I threw up because I was eating normal vegan food, but then I couldn't digest that food and I had to throw up. Yeah. Now that I eat meat, it's almost impossible.

31:43 Right. What do you eat nowadays?

[video] 31:49 I eat meat, eggs, and yogurt, but I have to find some not past the rest of my meal, but I can't find it here in Argentina. I don't know if it exists or I don't know.

32:03 Do you eat raw meat or cooked?

[video] 32:07 I cook my meat just a little, but I am going day by day into eating more fresh meat. Sometimes when the meat is good and I can feel that it's healthy, I eat a raw piece of meat. But because I am buying the meat in just normal places, I don't know if that meat is good enough for me to eat cooked because I don't know. Raw, sorry. Yeah.

[video] 32:37 But I want... to find a real place to have real meat and eat it fresh because I want to eat it fresh, but I'm not finding a place to buy meat.

32:51 Do you want to say anything to any vegan if they are watching?

[video] 32:55 No, I don't know. They're starting to... I wish that they start to feel or realize that the body needs some real energy or that fruit. For me, fruit gave me like a boost of energy, but it was a super short period of time and it was eating a lot of fruit when it was vegan. Now I eat some eggs or some milk or some meat and I have energy for a lot of time. they take care of that and watch that thing because it's important okay yeah all right man if that's it then thanks yes no problem thank you