Lawsuit Against a Child Kidnapper & Molester

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0:00 hey guys what's up i'm going to talk about the topic today which i really hoped that i would never have to talk about again especially on this channel which is only about me reviewing people at least 99 of the videos i don't share my private life on here maybe minor details I did used to do that on my old channel, which a lot of you may not be aware of, which I shouldn't have done, but whatever, could have, should have, everybody's more clever in hindsight, it doesn't matter now, it is what it is. Unfortunately, I have to bring up this topic again now, because I'm pretty much forced to do it, and that's because I need to file One, possibly multiple lawsuits against somebody which was my ex-girlfriend or my abuser. I always used to call her my abuser even when we were together still.

0:57 Let's just call her demon because that's the only thing I ever called her.

1:04 I even forgot what her name was in between, I know what her name is, but it was just always demon in my head to the point where I completely erased everything else because I just really wanted to forget everything.

1:18 I will have to give you some context, but the reason I'm making this video is only because I really need financial help to file these lawsuits simply because I don't have the Funds to do it. I talked to a lawyer yesterday, which is why I'm making this video today He said that I have a very good chance of winning but the system only works with money, of course and I'll talk about how you can help me afterwards firstly if you're new to my channel You will need to understand what I'm even talking about I'll try to do it as quickly as possible

1:57 I used to be together with this girl. And we had a child together, which is probably one of the main reasons we even stayed together. Otherwise it would have been done a long time ago. And whatever, I made a lot of videos as to what happened. I made about five videos about the kidnapping after it happened.

2:26 Firstly, what you need to understand is that she was diagnosed with borderline, officially, that's official, and depression. I don't know if anything more. Obviously, if you know anything about her, she's obviously a sociopath. There's no psychological term for that. I guess it is antisocial personality disorder. She can't stand people. She really hates people in general. She's never around any people. would diagnose her with narcissism for obvious reasons she's a textbook narcissist as in she hits every point now if you've seen my videos in the past about all of that uh or if you'll hear what i have to say you may not understand why we were together firstly it was because of the child secondly i'm not gonna go over this now you need to look into mk ultra and uh borderline because uh

3:18 A lot of people who know somebody with borderline or have had a relationship with people with borderline will know that when you're together with somebody who is borderline, it's almost the same as MKUltra, literally, as in psychologically. And what happens is that what these people do is abuse you and pull you back in. Abuse, pull back in. It's exactly the same way MKUltra works. And you get addicted to this human being. It's really fucked up. That was another reason. Again, I'll just try to do it as quickly as possible.

3:50 Well, okay, it was... January 2021, I broke up with her. Two main reasons being all the stuff that I've mentioned also in the past and what I just mentioned. And she tried to kill me, blind me multiple times through sharp objects at my eyes. There's a video of her attacking me in a live stream. This was, I believe, the 40k subs or 42k subs, whatever, live stream on my old channel, which was in Kiev, Ukraine. I will give you some context as to what happened there, because it's very important in general, before I even give you any context as to what happened afterwards, the kidnapping and everything. In general, you need to understand what's going on in our society. The European Union, for example, is a matriarchy, as in women have all of the power. And if you're a man, you already know this if you live in the European Union, especially when it comes to children, obviously, when it comes to family rights.

4:50 And feminism completely controls the country. This livestream was the perfect example of this. What happened was that, I don't know exactly the details as to what I said and what she said, but she was, as you could also see in the livestream, it's probably uploaded online, I'm pretty sure, she was disrespecting me in front of everybody while I was livestreaming. She was in bed and insulting me and disrupting the livestream non-stop. I told her to shut the fuck up or something like that. No, it wasn't polite to say that because she was disrespecting me in front of everybody, obviously. I just sat back, what she said to me, essentially. Just nature, right? Somebody attacks you, you attack them back. It's just animal nature. What happened then though, and this is on video.

5:45 I'm live streaming, I hear a sound. It's in the kitchen. It was boom. There's actually an Airbnb review of this also. She threw the eggs all over the window just because I said, shut the fuck up. I didn't want to end the stream yet. Just words, just no reason. Completely freaks out. There are eggs all over the place. Everything was ruined, the curtains and so on. I go and check what she's up to and she comes out with a knife. This absolutely demonic look and wants to stab me. And she had already actually stabbed me in real life before that. And she stabbed me multiple times in the relationship and did all kinds of stuff like that. And what you always got to think about when you see something online is what do these people do in real life if they do that on camera already? Because if somebody does something like that on camera, then You always need to think that it's clear that they are even worse in real life.

6:43 They have to be because they cannot already control themselves, so to speak. on camera, they are already showing their so-called true face, so off-camera, obviously, it's way worse, and it was way worse. This was just a glimpse of an absolute nightmare. She's the worst human being by far that I ever met in my life, as in way by far, and it was the worst time of my life. There's just no words for what I went through.

7:12 It was that reason, obviously, why I broke up with her, but also because I didn't find her attractive. You may think that it's pointless for me to mention this. It isn't. I will get back to this at the end of the video. It's actually a very important point. And actually, I am very sure that this is the reason she kidnapped my son. It's because she didn't like it simply that I didn't find her attractive. And if you know how narcissists work, if you break up with them, it's as if you're killing their ego. It's as if it cannot be. Nobody on earth can break up with me. I am God, everybody has to love me and I always have to be the victim. She always, always loves to play the victim.

7:57 For her, it was as if kidnapping my son was her...

8:07 The best way to put it is that she saw him as... her property, just an object to use to abuse me, to torture me, and to control me. This was all about controlling my feelings, emotions, because she knew that if I left her and we didn't have a child together, I would just forget about her and move on. And they cannot live with this, people like that. Also, to give you context, it's maybe not that relevant because losing a child is bad, whether it's your fourth, eighth child, first child, doesn't matter. And when they are born, it's probably just as painful. But my son was born on my birthday, which is very special still. I would say it's worth mentioning. It's my first born son. And I was 30 years old, and he was born then. And when I turn 31, he turns 1. I turn 32, he turns 2, and so on. It's kind of special. And he was born right when the sun was rising, literally right then.

9:07 very very magical moment to me it was very special so again losing children in general is probably just as painful losing any child but for me it was just something very special to lose him okay so it's winter 2021 i was living at her place at the time i leave her Also, what you need to understand is that I was in a flight or fight mode at the time, as in I was basically taking ice baths in everyday life. Thankfully, ice baths were not popular back then, nobody's really talking about them, but what I'm saying is that I was all the time on adrenaline, cortisol, basically every day, because every day I wake up, she screams at me, she insults me all day long, and she throws stuff at me. All the time. Every day. I don't mean every other day. I'm really not overreacting. And there's just constantly fighting. There's just, well, I was going to say no harmony.

10:07 You can't even mention that word because there's nothing to do with it. It was just completely toxic.

10:14 I... broke up with her pretty much around 50 times. And you probably think that I say, that I mean five times, I'm just saying 50 times. No, I mean literally 50 times. And you wouldn't understand it until you look into Borderline and MKUltra. Then you will understand what I'm talking about. Because I tried to leave a million times, she cried, got on the knees and said, I'm gonna change. And over and over again. Why do you believe something like that? There's many reasons. It's the brainwashing, you get completely addicted to them. You have a child together, there's a lot to this. I've made separate videos explaining the whole relationship, so I don't even want to go over that. But I believe that this is all very important for you to understand the bigger picture.

10:56 What happened then, which I only found out months later, is that

11:01 Okay, so two days after I broke up with her, I made a video about her, which is the one that I mentioned. It's still out there. You can watch it, I'm pretty sure. Or if somebody wants to see it, I still have it. I have all of them. And what happened is that she sent photos of my son to my sister and told her not to send me any photos and you gotta understand that in her head she now has control over him he is her object and the kidnapping happened on the same day or a day after I made the video so I broke up with her. I left my son with her only because I was in the flight or fight mode and we made a deal that she's going to breastfeed him. He was one year and two, pretty much two months old at the time.

11:58 Yes, now looking back at it, if I wasn't in the adrenaline cortisol mode, Maybe I would have thought twice about it, and you may believe that I'm totally naive and dumb, and I agree, maybe I am, for believing that she would never kidnap him. I never could have thought that she would do that, even though when I give you the context, it doesn't really make sense, right? Because you would think that, you would think about it, but when you're on adrenaline, you're on cortisol and you're just thinking, because all that I thought was I need him to be breastfed, even though it was already over a year, but I wanted him to be breastfed as long as possible. So I was only thinking about his health and

12:37 She knew that, of course, because we talked about it. I said that I want you to keep breastfeeding him. We obviously can't stay together anymore. But there was never any talk about him. It was simply her breastfeeding him for the time being.

12:52 I simply left to essentially just... we just couldn't be together anymore, that had nothing to do with my son as such, but she already saw him as his property, which I didn't know, and she was going to use him and kidnap him to use him against me. So it happened two, three days after I left, where I made the video, she got incredibly upset about the video, even though she never said that I said something wrong in it, she just didn't want people to hear about how she really is in real life, because Of course, you can act as much as you want, but... She kidnaps him, just trying to go really chronologically here.

13:34 So months later I only found out that she's sending photos of him to my sister. Over the months...

13:46 I couldn't possibly see myself as the father of my son. And that's simply because I literally couldn't sense him anymore. So what happened over the months is that I had two or three video calls with her and maybe even more. I definitely had also normal calls and she forbid me to see even a hair of his body, nothing. Not even a hair on his head, like literally I was not allowed to see him in any way at all. I was not allowed to talk to him, no sounds, nothing whatsoever.

14:20 Ever since the kidnapping, all that I ever heard about him, literally all, when I asked about him, she only gave me one answer once, which was, he's strong and fast. That's all that I ever heard, and I literally remember, I was outside, this was once later in Florida, outside of a subscriber's house, on the sidewalk, there was grass around me, literally remembered this and also another moment which I will talk about in a second because I was phoning with her there and she says he's strong and fast and that's all that I ever known ever since no photos no videos no contact whatsoever all forbidden as if you you can't forbid it in the system not that you naturally really can but you know she forbid me to have any contact whatsoever just because she wanted to have this power over me and

15:11 my sister just uh went along with it i suppose and the reason i mentioned this is simply because uh you know is a sister your sister just because she's biologically your sister i don't agree with it yes biologically i will always be his father and biologically she will always be his mother but as far as i'm concerned he doesn't have a father or a mother and uh

15:38 also as a sister to do something like that. My point is simply that Just because you're biologically blood-related, I don't think that makes you a sister, mother, father, or anything, simply because you have to be there for each other, you have to take care of each other, you have to love each other, which I wasn't able to do. I couldn't hear him, I couldn't see him, I couldn't touch him, I couldn't have any contact with him, so it's as if he didn't exist anymore, literally, because I don't know if he's alive, even. Ever since she kidnapped him, I don't even know if he's alive, how could I? There's zero contact, I never heard his voice or nothing. So it's as if I am not his father anymore. I cannot be because even if I would ever meet him one day again, I would be a stranger to him. And that's what she wanted. She even said on the phone, it's better for him to be with his mother because he is young enough now that he will forget about you or something along those lines. I'm pretty sure she said forget about you as in he will never know about you. That's what she wanted.

16:35 I have to laugh about it now, but it's so incredibly psychotic and fucked up. Oh, that's just the least of it. There's way more. I made some points here because I didn't want to forget anything. I probably will something anyway. Yeah, so we had...

16:53 so she specifically told my sister not to ever show me any photos of him because she it was so incredibly important for her for me to never see him again and only my mother months later told me that she has done that that is so insane and that's exactly why just because you're related to somebody that doesn't make you their brother sister mother or father you know there has to be really this caring about somebody and just not it oh very important also she said that uh to my sister that i abandoned them so again this mentality of a narcissist is if you leave me you leave us as in you abandon us because um she wants to portray herself as the victim so she tried to talk my sister into believing that i left them as in i uh

17:43 left them both, as in, no, I didn't only break up with her, but because her ego was so hurt, it's as if I left both of them, even though she was only supposed to breastfeed him, it had nothing whatsoever to do with him. But she really tried to talk my sister into believing that she is the victim here, and it's very important to understand the psychology behind somebody who says, instead of, he broke up with me, okay, I'll move on, or whatever, uh no like he he did it to us like we are one and that's why she sees him as an object she can kidnap him it's as if they are one right he only has the mother and the reason i said that he doesn't have a mother is because i'll talk about more about what she has done to him and what she's doing to him right now she has nothing to do with a mother and i don't mean that she's Not her mother, but really, she is.

18:36 I mean, literally, she is 0% his mother, because just because you biologically have a child doesn't make you a mother, in my eyes. That's not how I define it. And because I had never... I never had any contact with him whatsoever, I cannot be called his father, I cannot be, because just because you have sex with somebody doesn't make you a father. Imagine, some of you guys watching this video, you maybe had sex with some girl, someday, and you have a child out there right now, a daughter or a young son. Are you their father? If they are not in your life, if you don't even know of their existence, of course you're not, just because you had sex with somebody doesn't make you a mother or a father.

19:17 course women know when they give birth to a child but women also give their children away sometimes for a father that doesn't make you a father your father has to be there literally in real life has to sense the child it's just not it oh very up thing she also did she asked my mother to send her money so to my to demons to demon my mother to demon so that my mother can see photos of him she actually blackmailed my mother so that she can see photos of her grandson oh my god man i mean it's like it's unreal that this happened to me because if i would hear a video about this you could make a movie out of this it's just like it's such a fucked up story like how can somebody think of doing something like that i can't even comprehend how can you do that how can you literally use a child as an object

20:14 to blackmail people and to abuse and torture people, as in me.

20:23 Okay, that's as far as that goes. So right now it's months after I left her, absolutely zero contact with my son. Uh, she calls me, I was in Miami at the time. She wants to fly to me. She's begging me to be with me. I even in many months after still had this idea, should I get back together? Because it's this addiction. Uh, is there a point? Like, should I try to do it for my son? Cause I really wanted to see my son really. That was the main reason. But, um, I was just thinking like, he said, maybe it worked. Like, it doesn't make any sense. I only realize how fucking retarded is to even think about it way later. Uh,

21:12 What happened then is... Okay, I said that there's no point to it, thankfully.

21:19 Then she calls me one day and says that she's making my son touch her down there. I won't say where, because of YouTube. I made separate videos about this. In other words, she was molesting him. This... This was really fucked up beyond words.

21:41 Then I think we had one more call, she really freaked out, screamed at me, insulted me, whatever, same old, pointless to be mentioned. I made a live stream about it. I don't even think that people understood it, really took it seriously. And this is, again, what I was talking about before when it comes to the live stream.

22:05 Think about it.

22:08 When you hear that a woman does something, do you think about it the same way when a man does something? Let's turn around what I was talking about before in the livestream. Let's say it was the other way around. We are in Kiev. I am in bed. Dima is a live streamer on YouTube. She's live streaming and I interrupt her and insult her in front of everybody and disrespect her. And she says to me, shut the fuck up. Get the fuck out, bitch. Or whatever I said back then. Whatever it was, just words. I don't know. Shut the fuck up, idiot. Whatever.

22:43 She hears a loud noise in the kitchen. She goes to me and I pull out a knife and I try to attack her with the knife. It's filmed on video. In the comments of the livestream back then, I didn't have that many subscribers. Still, there are thousands of people watching my videos. I don't remember anybody really mentioning anything about the knife attack. From what I remember, maybe some people, I don't know. But I remember it was just about me saying, like, shut the fuck up to her. I was just thinking, what's going on? Back then, I didn't understand really the problem with feminism. Now I totally get it. Now I get that humans are completely brainwashed nowadays, especially in the US, Canada, Australia, all of these countries. If a woman does something, it's like nothing. If a man would do the same, imagine I attack this live streamer, this female live streamer with a knife on camera. There would be tons of videos about it. What monster guy?

23:41 attacks live streamer, female live streamer with a knife, blah, blah, blah. Or female wouldn't even be mentioned because it wouldn't be relevant to them because, oh, it was just a knife attack, but it's the other way around. And a woman does that. A knife is just a knife. It doesn't matter if it's a woman or a man holding it. It's just like, you don't even mention it. I could give you tons of examples of this, but my point is simply that Whether you dislike me, you don't agree with my videos, it doesn't matter. You have to admit that it's really fucked up what's going on with men and women today. How it's been twisted around that when a woman does the same as a man, it's just seen as almost nothing. It's really insane. And it was kind of the same reaction. Imagine if she made a live stream about me doing that to my child, what would have been the reactions? It's really insane. It's just this mentality of, well, a woman can do that, or it's just a woman. So a woman is an angel. A woman is a woman.

24:41 So no. So the woman is the victim. Oh, what happened? No. Well, the woman is the victim. So what are you talking about? It's always the same. It's literally feminism. and the European Union is a matriarchy, so it's just all that people think about. It's very severe, deep brainwash. These examples are a perfect example of that.

25:02 After that, I didn't have any contact with her whatsoever. I also met somebody else at the time. There was no reason to have any contact. It was just over, and I really thought I would never hear from her again. Many months went by. She called me. We had pretty much a two-hour talk. It was actually a pretty nice talk. At the very beginning, she tried to apologize for everything. I said, make an apology video instead of apologizing to me. She didn't do that, obviously.

25:29 I don't know what the point really was. the call anyway because if you don't make a public video about it then you don't mean it anyway but whatever the thing is that she actually said that i could see my son and she ignored me completely right afterwards she did that i think two more times in the upcoming two months or so i wrote where i said how incredibly bad i'm doing i'm super depressed and i even made a video back then i think i was crying in the video I was incredibly down. It was probably the worst time of my life. Probably, no, it was the worst time of my life. I was completely down, as much as you can be as a human being. I can't even understand how somebody can do that, but she hates me so incredibly much. There's this insane hate that she tells me that I can see him, and then she ignored me. Or I think she even blocked me once.

26:28 So think about it. How can you kidnap somebody's child, then tell them that you can see him again, and then block him again or ignore him just to hurt him even more? I've never heard of that in my life. Although, when I started looking into this whole topic of women kidnapping the children of men, I found out that this happens to men all the time. And the thing here is that Almost none of you will be able to relate to what I'm saying, except for men who have had this happen to them. Of course, not exactly the way it was for me, which I'm glad about. And I'm glad that you can't relate to this because people who have children may be able to relate to this, like 1%. And that's because you don't actually know how it is to never be able to see your children again. Maybe you go on holiday sometime and... You give your children to your parents and then you don't see them for the weekend or a week or maybe even two, but you know that you will see them again. You miss them, but you know that they will be there again when you return. So it's not really the same at all.

27:29 Men who go through courts or whatever, the ones who are not able to see their children ever again, or they can see them maybe once a month, twice a month, those are the only ones who really have any idea of what I'm talking about. And even then, my situation was way worse. I'm pretty sure that you can agree. But you guys know. And unfortunately, this is going on more and more. And that's because it's a matriarchy. And feminism is supposedly all about equal rights. Of course, not women have all of the rights, especially when it comes to children. Men have basically no rights and this actually leads me to my next topic. I contacted over 10 lawyers and all of them told me because I'm not on the birth certificate and the reason for that is that she tricked me back then because she was on welfare. She said that she won't get welfare if I'm on the birth certificate because she wanted to be a single mother on paper. So I said, okay, sure. It turns out that this was a lie. She could have gotten the money actually, found out later on.

28:30 I am not on the birth certificate. I'm not officially his father on paper. Of course, biologically I am, but I'm not there also. So they said that it would take me over five years to ever even prove that I'm the father. It would cost me tens of thousands, if not even more of euros, which I don't even have the money for, to even... see me as the father officially and then even if i would be the father officially i would still not be able to see him except if she agrees and seeing as she didn't even send me any photos of him and forbid me any contact i knew that she would never let me see him obviously because she completely hates me and just tried to ruin my life over and over again so there was no point whatsoever to even bother spending tens of thousands which i don't even have And this was already way, way many months after all of this happened.

29:23 I'm just thinking if I left out anything. You get the main idea of what was going on. My very last hope... I don't even know why I hope that... I really... You gotta understand that I would never kidnap anybody's child no matter what happens. No matter absolutely what. I deserve to see him. She had him for months. I deserve to see him now for months, for example. But I've never... I can't imagine... I generally don't believe that any parent should ever take the children away from the other parent. Absolutely no matter what. There's cases of guys... killing ten people, but then still the mother or the father, if the mother did it, still brings the children to prison for them to see them, because it's very important for the children. And it's also the thing, she only thought about herself, how to torture me, she never thought about her own son, that he is now growing up fatherless.

30:20 No thoughts about him whatsoever, because this abuse wasn't only towards me, this was very severe abuse towards my son, because growing up without a father, you could say especially for a son, although I think it's also bad for a daughter, is complete abuse it's the definition of abuse it's very severe neglect it's completely not thinking about him and what he goes through only about her revenge on me or the hate it's just about that's it it's just about her ego being hurt of not me finding her attractive and uh leaving her that's it as far as i'm concerned that's what it was all about and as i said i will get back to the attractive part because this is an important point my point is simply that For example, men in the military, or women also nowadays, they kill tens or hundreds of people, right? They still go back to their children. Do their children not love them because they kill people? It's the same example with the prison. Children don't care about that.

31:20 Children simply want to be with their parents. So I don't see any reason ever to take children away from their parents, except if... I couldn't think of one exception, maybe. And that's if somebody is severely mentally ill, like severely schizophrenic, for example, they're in the psychiatry. They're on tons of medications. You can't get them out of there. They are delusional. They cannot even recognize their children or they have like very severe dementia. And even then, I don't think that you should do that. And they see the child and they see an elephant instead of a child standing in front of them. And they're like drooling or something. Then I can understand because it's even traumatizing for the child. That's like... a 0.0001% chance of that ever happening. It's super rare, it's an extreme example. Generally, there's really no excuse for ever kidnapping your children from anybody else, from anybody in general. It should never be done to anybody, but what I mean is the other parent, whether you're the father or the mother, you should never do that to each other.

32:16 and also really if you're a guy especially think about who you will have children with because you may end up in a similar situation as me it's very important that you really are sure who you're having children with except if you live in a muslim country then it's okay because in a muslim country you're together with somebody both of you get to see the children if you ever divorce and if the woman marries somebody else then automatically the children go to the man and she has no right to see the children again and that's normal it's basically based off of nature how it should be actually literally A lot of Islamic laws are just based off of nature. Obviously, in a matriarchy powered by feminism, it doesn't work like that. So for you as a man, be very careful who you have children with. Don't just sleep around with anybody thinking that it's okay or you meet somebody and she's super beautiful, whatever. Firstly, check if she has borderline, if she's a narcissist, if she has daddy issues and so on. Doesn't matter how hot she is, literally.

33:15 Doesn't matter if she's a 10 out of 10, even though it basically doesn't exist. Firstly, check her mental state. My last chance hope of seeing him even though there wasn't actually any hope but I was just delusional thinking I would never kidnap a child so

33:47 Why would somebody else do that? Because humans project the way they feel.

33:54 You always, generally, usually, almost always, if you think about the way somebody should act or would act, you always think, well, that's how I would act, so that's what I expect from this other human. Because I never thought that... I would never do that to anybody. Doesn't matter what they do. Doesn't matter if you have a million fights, it just doesn't matter. Still, the child needs the mother and the father. Even if they see them on and off, they always need them. And nobody will ever love them the way the actual real father or mother does. So that's why I thought maybe she will let me see him on our birthday. Again, our birthday was on the same day. So I go to her place a few days before his second birthday. I was turning 32, he was turning two. I thought maybe she will let me see him. Looking back, okay, yeah, call me stupid, naive, delusional. I thought that this may be possible after everything even.

34:50 I went there in the evening with a subscriber of mine. To be fair, it was dark outside. If her argument would be, it was dark, I didn't feel safe to open up the door because I was afraid of you, seeing as naturally you would be afraid of meeting somebody whose child you kidnapped. Totally, I understand that. Totally. It would be the same in any scenario, no matter what happens, because obviously you wouldn't be in a very good relationship with them. You would have to hate them for you to do that to them. That's why I could totally understand if she would have said, it's too dark outside. No, she was completely mad and going crazy, calling somebody. You will find out who in a second. She was on the phone all the time trying to get in contact with somebody and just talking to me in between. I posted this video. I also said, please show this video to my son someday. I told all of you to download it back then to really show what's going on.

35:45 And she could have said, meet me tomorrow, in a week, fuck, even in a month, even if it's after the birthday, because she has something to do, whatever, I don't care, in the city center at daytime, in a mall, in a supermarket, but I gave her an even better option, as you could see, and that's why I proved it to you. I didn't prove this to me, because I knew that if she doesn't send me a photo of him, or let me even hear his voice, that... I will never see you again, you know, it's pure kidnapping, but I recorded this stuff for you guys, just so you understand that I gave her the option to meet me at the police station. What do you mean? Did I not say that five times? Just now? That we can meet at the police station? Yeah, but you can tell me a lot of things right now, because right now you want to achieve a goal, and one way to do that is to make it seem like you just want to see your son, and that

36:36 Yeah, but if I tell you I want to see, I could meet you in a public space or at the police station, how is it anything else that I want? I don't get it.

36:43 Doesn't make any sense. And she had no reason absolutely not to say, to say you cannot see him at the police station, because no matter what her argument would be, if she doesn't feel safe or whatever, There's no reason to say, I won't see you at the police station. So this was complete, 100% proof of pure kidnapping, absolute hate and torture towards me just to control me. It was just control. That's it. That was what it was all about. That's the only reason you wouldn't meet somebody at the police station.

37:15 And again, I'm laughing right now, but... Fuck.

37:22 Then at the very end, after I offered about the police station, she says, I will send you an email in the upcoming days or whatever. I said, OK, and then you can see him or whatever. We can agree to something. So I said, OK, it's all good. Again, maybe completely naive, I thought, OK, maybe she gets it. Maybe she at least gets it. He needs to see his father who was born on his birthday on his second birthday because we were still together when I was there on his first birthday. I naively go away, all of a sudden a guy with a metal bar comes and he was threatening me to the point where in the end he attacked me with a metal bar, almost broke one of my fingers. I had to go to the doctor and everything that was documented back then. There's a video of it and everything.

38:19 He just hit me several times.

38:35 She had brainwashed him completely. He was talking a lot of nonsense, the same way she probably brainwashed me about her previous boyfriends. She just always talks bad about anybody she's been together with. And he was super mad at me, even though I had never met the guy before. Attacked me with the metal bar. We ran away. The police came, talked to the police, blah, blah, blah.

39:03 They asked me if I want to, not sue him, but what's the word, like in German, ansage, make a police report. And I didn't want to bother because I don't want to bother with the police, I don't want to even involve them. They just stopped me because she or whatever the neighbors had called the police that said,

39:25 Whatever we went away, I was still waiting for the email, even though I already knew that that's pointless because she just sent somebody to beat me up for wanting to see my son on our birthday. That was it. I thought that there's a chance for this and that over these months, when she sent somebody to beat me up for wanting to see my son just on our birthday, then it's over. There's no chance I will ever see him again, hear from him again, nothing. I knew it's completely over at that point. Still, a day or two later, she sends me an email, super long email, I only read the two two first points. There were like a lot of points which I had to fulfill to see him. And I don't even think that she sent this letter to me. And you may think, what are you talking about? She sent it to you. What I mean is that, firstly, it was written in a very strange English, as if a lawyer wrote it. She used words which she doesn't even use. She doesn't even know these words.

40:23 Her English is all right, but her English is not that good.

40:28 There were points which I have to fulfill to see my son and the reason I didn't read anything else anymore is because firstly she said Go to your therapist. I don't have a therapist and she knows that she knows that I'm against the therapist I would never go to one She actually went to a therapist for years. I don't know what kind of projection that was I have no idea what that email even really meant at the end of the day Go to your therapist, which doesn't exist and take medications She knows that I'm against medications. I'm against modern medicine. I've talked about this on the video. She knows completely my stance. She knows that I will never do that. So she's basically saying, you will never see your son again because she knows that I will never do that. Then she says, talk to your therapist or go to a psychiatrist or something. No, no, I think she, maybe, I don't know. She said, go to a therapist or maybe check yourself into a psychiatry. Maybe, I'm not sure. Something along those lines. But she did say,

41:23 Talk to them about your, I can't mention this word on YouTube, SUI thoughts, my SUI thoughts, which she had, I never had them. You could say that I was super sad though before, that that's true, when I made the video crying, but yeah, I never had thoughts of that whatsoever. I was pretty much the most happy, before I met her I was the happiest guy on earth pretty much, like super high euphoric all the time. You know that from my videos.

42:01 And then, oh, and then there was the third point. Yeah, there were probably a lot more ridiculous points, but I just couldn't get past them because it was pointless because it was just her saying, you're never seeing him again. Because the third point was get a rent contract and have a stable place to live at. She knew that I'm a so-called digital nomad, that I just fly around doing videos, trips and whatever. I didn't have an address already for a while. And she knew that, she knew the way I live. So she was saying, She was already giving three points, which she knew I would never do. And then, so this was a letter. I think this was written by some lawyer because of the strange English, or somebody who helped her, or somebody else. It was not her writing it, really, giving me points, which she can maybe then later show to a court, saying, oh, here, but I gave him an option to see his son. Look, he just had to do that. or she can show it to other people saying, hey, I gave him this option. Here's the letter.

42:58 I think that that was the purpose of the email. It was most certainly not sent to me, because if she wanted me to see my son, then she would have said, yeah, meet me at the police station, as I told her. There's no reason. There's absolutely no... Fear, nothing that she has to have. So that was it. It was her getting somebody to beat me up for wanting to see him on our birthday and the letter. It was clear. And that's it. Never had contact with her again. That's it. That was the end of it. It was just very clear. It's pure kidnapping and hate crime, abuse, torture, neglect towards him. Molestation, kidnapping. That's it. That was just all that this was about. Now, I think that I pretty much gave the best context that I possibly could. And the reason I need to file lawsuits now, unfortunately, in the sense that it got to this point,

43:56 I can't give all of the details, that's what the lawyers said, because this will be now a work in the progress. I will give you updates on it on my public Telegram channel, not my private one, the public one which everybody can access, and not on YouTube, obviously. I don't want to have this topic on my YouTube channel at all. I just want to review videos on here. I don't want this private drama shit on here whatsoever.

44:19 In the most basic terms, the way I can put it, Depending on how you want to see it, she's directly or indirectly threatening my life and the life of my daughter. That's the best way I can really put it. There's more to it, and as I said, it could be that there will need to be multiple lawsuits. The way you could really help me is by helping me through donations. I'm not really looking for gathering small donations, and I say that for some meat and eggs, it's okay if you don't have money, whatever. It's all cool, don't worry about it, but I'm more so looking for somebody who has some kind of money, maybe somebody slightly wealthier, somebody who can donate something a bit more in the hundreds, even 100, 200. I'm not really looking to collect small donations. The links will be in the description in a pinned comment if you want to help me out. Super appreciate it incredibly much.

45:14 also again thanks a lot to the mystery bitcoin guy who donated over a year ago uh that really helped me out a lot unfortunately i wish i would have kept the bitcoin because bitcoin went up so high i still follow crypto now and then but i had so many expenses back then that i i had to convert it to real money as in euros back then if i would have kept it then i would have had the money for that now that sucks uh but whatever uh but yeah thanks to anybody in general anyway who has supported me in the past thanks to everybody who supports me on my private telegram channel but if you want to help me out ideally uh do it for crypto that's the easiest way for me to convert it to euros uh crypto is really the way to go oh and i will also link uh paypal for people

46:03 Yes, I super much would appreciate if you can help me out with this because I just don't have the money to do a lawsuit. He said specifically it will cost something between 10 to 15 thousand, possibly a slightly more. Could be also just literally around 10 or so, depending on how far you will have to go. Yeah.

46:27 It's not that much. But I mean, it's a lot for me. That's a lot of money for me. Over 10,000 is a lot for me, but it's not like a super crazy amount. It's not like a mega huge Supreme Court lawsuit or whatever. And as I said, he said, I have a very good chance. I guess it's not gonna be like very hard. It's just the monetary problem of, it's just how it is in the system. I do not believe that my son has a mother, okay? As in 0%, as I said before. Just because you biologically give birth to somebody doesn't make you a mother. A mother doesn't kidnap the child from the father. A mother doesn't molest children. A mother doesn't abuse children, neglect children. Okay, I get where she comes from. She was damaged herself. She was neglected as a child. She was abused. She was molested also herself. I get all of that. I get why she is the way she is, totally.

47:24 That doesn't make it good in any way, that doesn't in any way excuse it. You can say psychologically, as a psychiatrist, you can make sense out of it. That doesn't really excuse her actions. Point being, you guys saying that I bad-mouthed her in my videos have no connection to reality whatsoever. way i see it from my perspective is literally i badmouthed a human being i don't care if it's a woman or a man who who did it i bad mouthed naturally whichever human being on earth would do a human being who kidnapped molested and neglected, abused my son who's born on my birthday. That's how I see it. That's who I bad-mouthed, okay? I think that you would do the same. I don't think that it matters if the human being gave birth to him biologically. Does it matter if a father has sex with somebody, but then he does all of that to their children?

48:24 Like, does it matter that it's the father? It doesn't matter. So you would badmouth the father the same way. Like I said, all that I ever heard over three years from him is that, or about him, not that I heard anything from him, is that he's...

48:39 healthy and not healthy strong and fast that's it so literally that's all that i had ever heard just these words from her he's healthy and strong kid that doesn't really give me any info and that's all she she wanted to forbid me to contact so much that she couldn't even give any more info like literally nothing like nothing just nothing what he's eating just i was not given any information up until a few months ago not by her obviously Her latest boyfriend, if you can call him that, just because what he went through, her latest victim, I would say, out of many, which I will mention, so this is the information that I got from him. He wanted to make a video about her some months ago, and there's a few friends of his who also know all of this, but they are afraid, I guess, afraid to talk about it, and

49:37 he is also afraid to make a video about her because she threatened to sue him if he ever does and i won't give the details as to why because i don't want any trouble for the guy obviously but she can't do anything about it man if you ever want to or anybody who knows about it you can easily just do it on my channel make a video yourself whatever you want uh he said that she had brainwashed him into believing that she is the way she is because she's super up at this point Because of me. And she said the same to me about her ex-boyfriend. So her ex-boyfriend almost...

50:14 how do you call it, strangled her to death, as in she was purple on the face, that's what she told me, and the boyfriend before broke her nose. So that's the kind of relationships she had before me. Obviously not very pleasant ones for the guys, and obviously, because obviously they were fighting non-stop, that's clear. Point being, she just tried to, again, She tries to talk every new boyfriend into believing that it's the last one's fault, that she is the way she is. And according to him, she's been together with countless of guys, as in 10, 20 plus from Tinder. And she just meets them. They go to her place or she goes to their place. She takes my son with them and she just sleeps around nonstop. And she broke up with this guy also incredibly many times, exactly the same as with me. And then she pulled him back in. saying that she will change and that she's sorry. Again, again, probably again, MKUltra addiction, borderline abuse.

51:12 Okay, so one thing is that she's physically abusing my son. If he does anything, I don't even know what for, but she grabs him and shakes him like really badly. That's what he said. She throws all of his stuff around. Oh, she also threw stuff at him all of the time, at the latest boyfriend. She froze all of the toys of my son all over the house Like if she steps on some Legos or whatever she froze it all over the place. She's completely psycho She wakes up in the morning. She drinks a huge cup of coffee She used to drink a lot of coffee before she met me and she started to drink a lot of coffee again She used to smoke weed before we met many for many years she's smoking weed again during the day so it's coffee in the morning be during the day and And then she drinks a lot of wine during the evening, which I can confirm because she also started drinking wine like one or two months before I broke up with her.

52:10 She only gives my... She doesn't make any food for my son whatsoever. She only gives him... So she sleeps until like noon. He has to be very quiet and simply watch TV or not even TV because it's too loud, I guess. He just has to sit quietly and not make any noise until she wakes up. He just has to sit alone all the time. It's severe neglect and abuse. And then... She gives him only crackers to eat and some kind of snacks. He doesn't even eat any normal food. If it was McDonald's or whatever, at least he would be eating cheese and meat. But it's like the absolute garbage. And when he was with me, he was at least eating completely naturally, as in perfectly. So he's probably pretty severely malnourished, sick from what he's eating. It sounds like absolute malnutrition. She never goes out with him. He always went out with him. So he's basically home all day, eating garbage. She doesn't interact with him, basically.

53:10 And he watches TV and just nothing. It's complete abuse. It couldn't get any worse. There's some girl, he said, who she has contact with online all the time, who she manipulates into posting stuff against me everywhere possible.

53:33 and she calls her not all the time stupid and dumb and she's just using this some kind of girl she always generally uses people non-stop but off of the coast but I guess she has calls with her or whatever she keeps calling her names like that's typically what she does like very fake

53:53 when she's face to face with somebody and non-stop talks bad behind people. So there's somebody, she's manipulating people non-stop, but also somebody online, probably more people. She has like 20 different YouTube accounts and accounts on other places where she's non-stop talking bad about me and trying to talk good about herself.

54:16 This is all according to the information.

54:21 there's nothing new by the way back while we were still together there were people commenting on my videos until i found out it was her on different accounts so while we were still together she was commenting on my videos from different accounts which she had created so i'm not surprised about any of this whatsoever she broke his laptop the the latest victim of hers at the very end uh no surprise when i was in bulgaria she broke my laptop it was worth like 1200 euros she just completely smashed it like literally completely broken she just loves to break stuff she froze phones all over the place also breaks phones and all kinds of objects at him i already mentioned that yeah okay She still has no friends whatsoever. She still hates people. Everybody in her family hates her. She has nobody in real life. She just hates people. She can't be around any people. That's why she constantly has new relationships and just breaks up with people. They break up with them. I don't know what it was, so I can't talk about the other relationships she had.

55:20 I would likely think that they broke up with her. At least this guy did that. Doesn't really matter. Point being, there's no stability whatsoever. That's how my son is growing up, just seeing new men come and go out of the bedroom.

55:35 Oh, and this is the point which I wanted to make. Why did I mention about the attractiveness? She has this insane insecurity, as in it's not normal whatsoever about this part of her body. With this guy, she again has the same fights about the same topic. She's just again obsessed with getting breast implants. That's it. She's just like dreaming and obsessed with that. And there's not even a point to do it because it doesn't even look good, that kind of stuff. It just looks unnatural. Women are just brainwashed. I get why she wants to do that, obviously in her case, but because there's just nothing. But in general, women are way too brainwashed when it comes to this. It doesn't even look good. Just accept the way you are. Just deal with it. It's one thing if you inject fat, but actually getting those fake implants, it doesn't in any way look good or anything about it. That's what she's still obsessed with.

56:34 From what I understand, she's still trying to save up money to do that and some kind of other plastic surgeries. But that's the number one plastic surgery, which she's still obsessed with to this day, probably for like 10 years already. Yeah, so he said that she's still saving up the money for the surgery. There was some other stuff, some kind of other surgeries. Also a nose job. She's had, I think, four or five nose jobs already. So I guess this will be like her fifth or sixth one, which she wants to do. Ever since I started watching the Blackpill content, I realized, you know, more so for men, but also, you know, how severe it is when

57:14 women don't find their bodies attracting themselves and then if men don't like how severely if you're narcissistic and narcissism is really just a very deep insecurity how severe it becomes to the point where you're so obsessed with it that you just do anything like if somebody you know breaks your heart or in any way deepens this insecurity like you really go to insane lengths I really believe that this is actually the main problem she has, which is why she does everything that she does. It kind of sounds like according to him, it's still the same and she's just still dealing with the same problem. I think that people who haven't had

57:58 any contact with people like that and especially people borderline and so on wouldn't be able to relate to this so I understand if you don't understand this why it sounds strange like why would you do that because of that I get it totally and there's of course more reasons but I still think that's actually the main reason now now I'm going to

58:17 give you one more point which is about maybe the battery just died actually at a very good moment because i wanted to show you the reason why i actually somehow got over all of that and the reason is her

58:31 had pretty severe ptsd afterwards as in post-traumatic stress disorder and it showed in the way that i had these nightmares and sometimes i had them every day for weeks at a time i'm not joking whatsoever sometimes yes i didn't have them for some days maybe even for some weeks sometimes not much longer but it was reoccurring and what happened in the dream was always basically the same I want to see my son. It's winter, it's always winter. It was snowy and there was ice outside and that makes sense because I last saw him in winter in January when it was snowing. And in case you don't know, your dreams are really just your subconscious expressing itself, your needs, your...

59:16 desires what you want, which is exactly what was going on there. And I always go to some different kind of house. Sometimes it was the same house, which I didn't know, but it was just these houses, which again makes sense because I didn't know where he is. And I go to this mysterious house and I kind of see him and he's sometimes just alone there. Sometimes the demon is kind of like not letting me seem like she's standing in front, which again was symbolically probably me knowing that it's her who's standing between us. It's interesting how dreams work. And I see his face and almost in all of the dreams, in a few, I saw his baby face, the way I know him. And he looks very much like me, like very Latvian genes. We look incredibly alike, at least, you know, that's how he looked like as a baby.

1:00:07 But in most dreams it was his face and it was blurry, pixelated, kind of like when you edit videos, maybe because I'm a video editor, whatever the reason. And that's again logical because I don't know how he looks like now. So I think that was my subconscious trying to figure out how could he look right now. Dreams are very interesting. And then I always wake up in the middle of the night or in the morning, I'm just thinking, it's literally like stress, it's literally PTSD.

1:00:38 again thankfully most of you have no idea how this feels but uh the few men there's probably a few men who watch this video who can relate unfortunately unfortunately a lot of women are doing this to men today not as severely usually you can still see them now and then but um yeah and then uh i guess that's it because i want to ask him uh

1:01:04 I call his name or I always want to know, do you recognize me still? I always ask him, do you know who I am? Basically, I always want to know. Again, subconsciously makes a lot of sense. And I guess he never answers. Like, I never know. I end up never knowing. It's just this unknown. It is very traumatic to experience, just to have this unknown. Like I said, I don't even know if he's alive. Technically, I don't know, because I don't know anything about his existence whatsoever. The newest info is only from a few months ago that he's doing incredibly bad, like really, really bad, from the latest boyfriend, victim of hers. That's it, probably already found somebody new. Who the hell knows?

1:01:54 Probably the last guy now is the bad one, whatever. yeah and the dreams always came back until she was born and then they literally just like that stopped just like that it makes sense naturally because i now had a new child to take care of i give her all of my love i like i really try to care for as much as i can because i always wanted my goal you know with having my son and generally a family my dream was to have a family is um that uh it i want to give a child like

1:02:30 The perfect life, not that there is such a thing, but a healthy life, because I'm really about food, so I feed her the most natural, best food I possibly can. And just a lot of love, children need a lot of love, they really need to know that you care about them, you protect them, you do everything for them.

1:02:50 just what you give to a child naturally that's really what i'm doing and because naturally now i'm all focused about her i guess that it just went away does it mean that he's not my son anymore like i said i'm not his father because just because you biologically have sex with somebody doesn't make your father or a mother or a sister or a brother not that if you're blood related but uh

1:03:17 if i would ever see him again even if it's in 20 30 40 years whatever yeah we wouldn't be like father and son obviously even though we would look probably very much alike i imagine seeing as you could see the same genes Of course, it would still be incredibly special. Of course, I would love for that to happen, but it's not the same. Obviously, it never will be, and that's just how it is. It never can be. That's nature. You're not there. There's no connection. We don't know of each other's existence. She will probably completely badmouth him. She will badmouth him 100% until he's clever enough to start understanding what's going on. Maybe he will someday see a video. Because his boyfriend, so-called, the victims of hers who come and go,

1:04:01 will they will one of them will eventually tell tell him about me maybe when he's 20 years old whatever you know it will happen one day when he's conscious and clever enough and if he has my genes he will he will get it if he's anything like me he will get it um oh my god he's gonna be so pissed at her it'll be she knows that also she knows when she finds when he finds out the truth he's going to be not even pissed way beyond this like going to be really bad because she can't keep them forever locked away from the truth some guy is going to come along somebody else is going to find something on the internet it's just going to happen um yeah okay yeah thank you guys and thanks uh if you guys want to help me out uh super much appreciate it

1:04:58 I kind of want to start crying almost. I'll just stop the video. Thanks.